And it is because we all of us know of this sombre power and its
perilous manifestations, that we stand in so deep a dread of silence.
We can bear, when need must be, the silence of ourselves, that of
isolation: but the silence of many—silence multiplied—and above
all the silence of a crowd—these are supernatural burdens, whose
inexplicable weight brings dread to the mightiest soul. We spend a
goodly portion of our lives in seeking places where silence is not. No
sooner have two or three men met than their one thought is to drive
away the invisible enemy; and of how many ordinary friendships may it
not be said that their only foundation is the common hatred of silence!
And if, all efforts notwithstanding, it contrives to steal among a
number of men, disquiet will fall upon them, and their restless eyes
will wander in the mysterious direction of things unseen: and each man
will hurriedly go his way, flying before the intruder: and henceforth
they will avoid each other, dreading lest a similar disaster should
again befall them, and suspicious as to whether there be not one among
them who would treacherously throw open the gate to the enemy....
In the lives of most of us, it will not happen more than twice or
thrice that silence is really understood and freely admitted. It
is only on the most solemn occasions that the inscrutable guest is
welcomed; but, when such come about, there are few who do not make the
welcome worthy, for even in the lives of the most wretched there are
moments when they know how to act, even as though they knew already
that which is known to the gods. Remember the day on which, without
fear in your heart, you met your first silence. The dread hour had
sounded; silence went before your soul. You saw it rising from the
unspeakable abysses of life, from the depths of the inner sea of
horror or beauty, and you did not fly.... It was at a home-coming,
on the threshold of a departure, in the midst of a great joy, at the
pillow of a death-bed, on the approach of a dire misfortune. Bethink
you of those moments when all the secret jewels shone forth on you,
and the slumbering truths sprung to life, and tell me whether silence,
then, was not good and necessary, whether the caresses of the enemy
you had so persistently shunned were not truly divine? The kisses of
the silence of misfortune—and it is above all at times of misfortune
that silence caresses us—can never be forgotten; and therefore it
is that those to whom they have come more often than to others are
worthier than those others. They alone know, perhaps, how voiceless
and unfathomable are the waters on which the fragile shell of daily
life reposes: they have approached nearer to God, and the steps they
have taken towards the light are steps that can never be lost, for the
soul may not rise, perhaps, but it can never sink.... ‘Silence, the
great Empire of Silence,’ says Carlyle again—he who understood so well
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