It is only when life is sluggish within us that we speak: only at
moments when reality lies far away, and we _do not wish_ to be
conscious of our brethren. And no sooner do we speak than something
warns us that the divine gates are closing. Thus it comes about that
we hug silence to us, and are very misers of it; and even the most
reckless will not squander it on the first comer. There is an instinct
of the superhuman truths within us which warns us that it is dangerous
to be silent with one whom we do not wish to know, or do not love: for
words may pass between men, but let silence have had its instant of
activity, and it will never efface itself; and indeed the true life,
the only life that leaves a trace behind, is made up of silence alone.
Bethink it well, in that silence to which you must again have recourse,
so that it may explain itself, by itself; and if it be granted to you
to descend for one moment into your soul, into the depths where the
angels dwell, it is not the words spoken by the creature you loved so
dearly that you will recall, or the gestures that he made, but it is,
above all, the silences that you have lived together that will come
back to you: for it is the _quality_ of those silences that alone
revealed the quality of your love and your souls.
So far I have considered _active_ silence only, for there is a
_passive_ silence, which is the shadow of sleep, of death or
non-existence. It is the silence of lethargy, and is even less to
be dreaded than speech, so long as it slumbers; but beware lest a
sudden incident awake it, for then would its brother, the great active
silence, at once rear himself upon his throne. Be on your guard. Two
souls would draw near each other: the barriers would fall asunder, the
gates fly open, and the life of every day be replaced by a life of
deepest earnest, wherein all are defenceless; a life in which laughter
dares not show itself, in which there is no obeying, in which nothing
can evermore be forgotten....
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