She laughed. She was not beautiful, but she felt so at that moment. She
glanced up at him, full of love and gratefulness.
“And you,” she murmured, in a still tone, as if it were almost
sacrilegiously unnecessary to say it.
Siegmund was glad. He rejoiced to be told he was beautiful. After a few
moments of listening to the bees and breathing the mignonette, he said:
“I found a little white bay, just like you—a virgin bay. I had to swim
there.”
“Oh!” she said, very interested in him, not in the fact.
“It seemed just like you. Many things seem like you,” he said.
She laughed again in her joyous fashion, and the reed-like vibration
came into her voice.
“I saw the sun through the cliffs, and the sea, and you,” she said.
He did not understand. He looked at her searchingly. She was white and
still and inscrutable. Then she looked up at him; her earnest eyes,
that would not flinch, gazed straight into him. He trembled, and things
all swept into a blur. After she had taken away her eyes he found
himself saying:
“You know, I felt as if I were the first man to discover things: like
Adam when he opened the first eyes in the world.”
“I saw the sunshine in you,” repeated Helena quietly, looking at him
with her eyes heavy with meaning.
He laughed again, not understanding, but feeling she meant love.
“No, but you have altered everything,” he said.
The note of wonder, of joy, in his voice touched her almost beyond
self-control. She caught his hand and pressed it; then quickly kissed
it. He became suddenly grave.
“I feel as if it were right—you and me, Helena—so, even righteous. It
is so, isn’t it? And the sea and everything, they all seem with us. Do
you think so?”
Looking at her, he found her eyes full of tears. He bent and kissed
her, and she pressed his head to her bosom. He was very glad.
IX
The day waxed hot. A few little silver tortoises of cloud had crawled
across the desert of sky, and hidden themselves. The chalk roads were
white, quivering with heat. Helena and Siegmund walked eastward
bareheaded under the sunshine. They felt like two insects in the niche
of a hot hearth as they toiled along the deep road. A few poppies here
and there among the wild rye floated scarlet in sunshine like
blood-drops on green water. Helena recalled Francis Thompson’s poems,
which Siegmund had never read. She repeated what she knew, and laughed,
thinking what an ineffectual pale shadow of a person Thompson must have
been. She looked at Siegmund, walking in large easiness beside her.
“Artists are supremely unfortunate persons,” she announced.
“Think of Wagner,” said Siegmund, lifting his face to the hot bright
heaven, and drinking the heat with his blinded face. All states seemed
meagre, save his own. He recalled people who had loved, and he pitied
them—dimly, drowsily, without pain.
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