Siegmund lay and clasped the sand, and tossed it in handfuls till over
him he was all hot and cloyed. Then he rose and looked at himself and
laughed. The water was swaying reproachfully against the steep pebbles
below, murmuring like a child that it was not fair—it was not fair he
should abandon his playmate. Siegmund laughed, and began to rub himself
free of the clogging sand. He found himself strangely dry and smooth.
He tossed more dry sand, and more, over himself, busy and intent like a
child playing some absorbing game with itself. Soon his body was dry
and warm and smooth as a camomile flower. He was, however, greyed and
smeared with sand-dust. Siegmund looked at himself with disapproval,
though his body was full of delight and his hands glad with the touch
of himself. He wanted himself clean. He felt the sand thick in his
hair, even in his moustache. He went painfully over the pebbles till he
found himself on the smooth rock bottom. Then he soused himself, and
shook his head in the water, and washed and splashed and rubbed himself
with his hands assiduously. He must feel perfectly clean and
free—fresh, as if he had washed away all the years of soilure in this
morning’s sea and sun and sand. It was the purification. Siegmund
became again a happy priest of the sun. He felt as if all the dirt of
misery were soaked out of him, as he might soak clean a soiled garment
in the sea, and bleach it white on the sunny shore. So white and sweet
and tissue-clean he felt—full of lightness and grace.
The garden in front of their house, where Helena was waiting for him,
was long and crooked, with a sunken flagstone pavement running up to
the door by the side of the lawn. On either hand the high fence of the
garden was heavy with wild clematis and honeysuckle. Helena sat
sideways, with a map spread out on her bench under the bushy little
laburnum tree, tracing the course of their wanderings. It was very
still. There was just a murmur of bees going in and out the brilliant
little porches of nasturtium flowers. The nasturtium leaf-coins stood
cool and grey; in their delicate shade, underneath in the green
twilight, a few flowers shone their submerged gold and scarlet. There
was a faint scent of mignonette. Helena, like a white butterfly in the
shade, her two white arms for antennae stretching firmly to the bench,
leaned over her map. She was busy, very busy, out of sheer happiness.
She traced word after word, and evoked scene after scene. As she
discovered a name, she conjured up the place. As she moved to the next
mark she imagined the long path lifting and falling happily.
She was waiting for Siegmund, yet his hand upon the latch startled her.
She rose suddenly, in agitation. Siegmund was standing in the sunshine
at the gate. They greeted each other across the tall roses.
When Siegmund was holding her hand, he said, softly laughing:
“You have come out of the water very beautiful this morning.”
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