Siegmund lay still, looking up at her. The changes in him were deeper,
like alteration in his tissue. His new buds came slowly, and were of a
fresh type. He lay smiling at her. At last he said:
“You look now as if you belonged to the sea.”
“I do; and some day I shall go back to it,” she replied.
For to her at that moment the sea was a great lover, like Siegmund, but
more impersonal, who would receive her when Siegmund could not. She
rejoiced momentarily in the fact. Siegmund looked at her and continued
smiling. His happiness was budded firm and secure.
“Come!” said Helena, holding out her hand.
He rose somewhat reluctantly from his large, fruitful inertia.
X
Siegmund carried the boots and the shoes while they wandered over the
sand to the rocks. There was a delightful sense of risk in scrambling
with bare feet over the smooth irregular jumble of rocks. Helena
laughed suddenly from fear as she felt herself slipping. Siegmund’s
heart was leaping like a child’s with excitement as he stretched
forward, himself very insecure, to succour her. Thus they travelled
slowly. Often she called to him to come and look in the lovely little
rock-pools, dusky with blossoms of red anemones and brown anemones that
seemed nothing but shadows, and curtained with green of finest
sea-silk. Siegmund loved to poke the white pebbles, and startle the
little ghosts of crabs in a shadowy scuttle through the weed. He would
tease the expectant anemones, causing them to close suddenly over his
finger. But Helena liked to watch without touching things. Meanwhile
the sun was slanting behind the cross far away to the west, and the
light was swimming in silver and gold upon the lacquered water. At last
Siegmund looked doubtfully at two miles more of glistening, gilded
boulders. Helena was seated on a stone, dabbling her feet in a warm
pool, delicately feeling the wet sea-velvet of the weeds.
“Don’t you think we had better be mounting the cliffs?” he said.
She glanced up at him, smiling with irresponsible eyes. Then she lapped
the water with her feet, and surveyed her pink toes. She was absurdly,
childishly happy.
“Why should we?” she asked lightly.
He watched her. Her child-like indifference to consequences touched him
with a sense of the distance between them. He himself might play with
the delicious warm surface of life, but always he reeked of the
relentless mass of cold beneath—the mass of life which has no sympathy
with the individual, no cognizance of him.
She loved the trifles and the toys, the mystery and the magic of
things. She would not own life to be relentless. It was either
beautiful, fantastic, or weird, or inscrutable, or else mean and
vulgar, below consideration. He had to get a sense of the anemone and a
sympathetic knowledge of its experience, into his blood, before he was
satisfied. To Helena an anemone was one more fantastic pretty figure in
her kaleidoscope.
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