So she sat dabbling her pink feet in the water, quite unconscious of
his gravity. He waited on her, since he never could capture her.
“Come,” he said very gently. “You are only six years old today.”
She laughed as she let him take her. Then she nestled up to him,
smiling in a brilliant, child-like fashion. He kissed her with all the
father in him sadly alive.
“Now put your stockings on,” he said.
“But my feet are wet.” She laughed.
He kneeled down and dried her feet on his handkerchief while she sat
tossing his hair with her finger-tips. The sunlight grew more and more
golden.
“I envy the savages their free feet,” she said.
“There is no broken glass in the wilderness—or there used not to be,”
he replied.
As they were crossing the sands, a whole family entered by the cliff
track. They descended in single file, unequally, like the theatre; two
boys, then a little girl, the father, another girl, then the mother.
Last of all trotted the dog, warily, suspicious of the descent. The
boys emerged into the bay with a shout; the dog rushed, barking, after
them. The little one waited for her father, calling shrilly:
“Tiss can’t fall now, can she, dadda? Shall I put her down?”
“Ay, let her have a run,” said the father.
Very carefully she lowered the kitten which she had carried clasped to
her bosom. The mite was bewildered and scared. It turned round
pathetically.
“Go on, Tissie; you’re all right,” said the child. “Go on; have a run
on the sand.”
The kitten stood dubious and unhappy. Then, perceiving the dog some
distance ahead, it scampered after him, a fluffy, scurrying mite. But
the dog had already raced into the water. The kitten walked a few
steps, turning its small face this way and that, and mewing piteously.
It looked extraordinarily tiny as it stood, a fluffy handful, staring
away from the noisy water, its thin cry floating over the plash of
waves.
Helena glanced at Siegmund, and her eyes were shining with pity. He was
watching the kitten and smiling.
“Crying because things are too big, and it can’t take them in,” he
said.
“But look how frightened it is,” she said.
“So am I.” He laughed. “And if there are any gods looking on and
laughing at me, at least they won’t be kind enough to put me in their
pinafores….”
She laughed very quickly.
“But why?” she exclaimed. “Why should you want putting in a pinafore?”
“I don’t,” he laughed.
On the top of the cliff they were between two bays, with darkening blue
water on the left, and on the right gold water smoothing to the sun.
Siegmund seemed to stand waist-deep in shadow, with his face bright and
glowing. He was watching earnestly.
“I want to absorb it all,” he said.
When at last they turned away:
“Yes,” said Helena slowly; “one can recall the details, but never the
atmosphere.”
He pondered a moment.
“How strange!” he said. I can recall the atmosphere, but not the
detail. It is a moment to me, not a piece of scenery. I should say the
picture was in me, not out there.”
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