“Let me get under cover,” he thought. “Let me hide in it; it is good,
the sudden intense darkness. I am small and futile: my small, futile
tragedy!”
Helena shrank in the darkness. It was almost terrible to her, and the
silence was like a deep pit. She shrank to Siegmund. He drew her
closer, leaning over her as they walked, trying to assure her. His
heart was heavy, and heavy with a tenderness approaching grief, for his
small, brave Helena.
“Are you sure this is the right way?” he whispered to her.
“Quite, quite sure,” she whispered confidently in reply. And presently
they came out into the hazy moonlight, and began stumbling down the
steep hill. They were both very tired, both found it difficult to go
with ease or surety this sudden way down. Soon they were creeping
cautiously across the pasture and the poultry farm. Helena’s heart was
beating, as she imagined what a merry noise there would be should they
wake all the fowls. She dreaded any commotion, any questioning, this
night, so she stole carefully along till they issued on the high-road
not far from home.
XIII
In the morning, after bathing, Siegmund leaned upon the seawall in a
kind of reverie. It was late, towards nine o’clock, yet he lounged,
dreamily looking out on the turquoise blue water, and the white haze of
morning, and the small, fair shadows of ships slowly realizing before
him. In the bay were two battleships, uncouth monsters, lying as naïve
and curious as sea-lions strayed afar.
Siegmund was gazing oversea in a half-stupid way, when he heard a voice
beside him say:
“Where have they come from; do you know, sir?”
He turned, saw a fair, slender man of some thirty-five years standing
beside him and smiling faintly at the battleships.
“The men-of-war? There are a good many at Spithead,” said Siegmund.
The other glanced negligently into his face.
“They look rather incongruous, don’t you think? We left the sea empty
and shining, and when we come again, behold, these objects keeping
their eye on us!”
Siegmund laughed.
“You are not an Anarchist, I hope?” he said jestingly.
“A Nihilist, perhaps,” laughed the other. “But I am quite fond of the
Czar, if pity is akin to love. No; but you can’t turn round without
finding some policeman or other at your elbow—look at them, abominable
ironmongery!—ready to put his hand on your shoulder.”
The speaker’s grey-blue eyes, always laughing with mockery, glanced
from the battleships and lit on the dark blue eyes of Siegmund. The
latter felt his heart lift in a convulsive movement. This stranger ran
so quickly to a perturbing intimacy.
“I suppose we are in the hands of—God,” something moved Siegmund to
say. The stranger contracted his eyes slightly as he gazed deep at the
speaker.
“Ah!” he drawled curiously. Then his eyes wandered over the wet hair,
the white brow, and the bare throat of Siegmund, after which they
returned again to the eyes of his interlocutor. “Does the Czar sail
this way?” he asked at last.
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