Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
Undoubtedly her chief joy, half-conscious though it was, lay in the
supreme confidence with which she was filled in the workings of
fate. Human beings are never so happy, so soothed and so unafraid,
as when they seem to identify themselves with the Ruling Mind. The
soul, swerving blindly from fear to fear, clings thankfully to the
least vestige of a plan, whether for good or ill. It was not often
that Mrs. Clapham had felt afraid of life, but it seemed to her at
this moment that she would never feel afraid again. It was muddle
that frightened people, she thought to herself, torn edges and jagged
ends, suddenly-twisted threads that on every count should have run
straight, and meaningless blows from a vague dark. Mrs. Clapham was
of those who prefer to be hit firmly on the head by an Absolute Will,
rather than to be sent flying into space by the blind bursting of a
mindless shell.
But for her, at all events, life had proved itself faithful up to
the very hilt. Week after week, year after year, she had held to
her great belief, and in the due moment of promise it had been
fulfilled. The right thing came at the right time and in the right
way—always she came back again to that. A little earlier, perhaps,
or a little later, and the whole thing would have been less perfect;
would not have found her so ready or left her so secure. Even a
splendidly-sudden surprise would not have been really so splendid,
because unable to fix in her this precious certainty of success.
Sudden surprises are wonderful in their way, opening the doors of
fairylands and heavens, but they do not create security or make for
peace. On the contrary, they, too, suggest chaos after their own
magnificent fashion. The highest pinnacle is that which is reached
after earnest endeavour, patient provision, humble yet certain hope.
The charwoman felt satisfied in every inch, seeing life and the
justice of things fitting each other like lock and key. She felt as
one feels at the end of a sunset or the close of a song. She felt
as one feels when one shuts the door of a room in which a child has
fallen asleep....
She wished that the man who had thought of her long ago could know
that both his wish and hers were going to be fulfilled at last.
He, too, had been one of those who find their greatest pleasure
in watching the Universe work out even, so that the news that his
forty-year-old plan was coming into effect would have afforded him a
personal satisfaction. She felt sure that he would have nodded his
head with his grim smile, saying, “Right you are, Jones! Meant you
to have it. Pleased. D—d glad!” feeling that, in this one thing at
least, he had been able to give the sometimes recalcitrant cosmos a
shove on the right road.
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