The Truth About Tristrem Varick: A NovelSaltus, Edgar
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The Truth About Tristrem Varick: A Novel
Saltus, Edgar
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The fairest, truest, and best may be stricken in the flush of health;
yet after the grave has opened and closed again does not memory still
subsist, and to the mourner may not the old dreams return? However acute
the grief may be, is it not often better to know that affection is safe
in the keeping of the dead than to feel it at the mercy of the living?
We may prate as we will, but there are many things less endurable than
the funeral of the best-beloved. Death is by no means the worst that can
come. Whoso discovers that affection reposed has been given to an
illusory representation; to one not as he is, but as fancy pictured him;
to a trickster that has cheated the heart--in fact, to a phantom that
has no real existence outside of the imagination, must experience a
sinking more sickening than any corpse can convey. At the moment, the
crack of doom that is to herald an eternal silence cannot more appal.
Tristrem still stood gazing at the portière through which Weldon had
disappeared. He heard the front door close, and the sound of feet on the
pavement. And presently he was back at St. Paul's, hurrying from the
Upper School to intercede with the master. It was bitterly cold that
morning, but in the afternoon the weather had moderated, and they had
both gone to skate. And then the day he first came. He remembered his
good looks, his patronizing, precocious ways; everything, even to the
shirt he wore--blue, striped with white--and the watch with the crest
and the motto _Well done, Weldon_. No, it was ill done, Weldon, and the
lie was ignoble. And why had he told it? Their friendship, seemingly,
had been so stanch, so unmarred by disagreement, that this lie was as a
dash of blood on a white wall--an ineffaceable stain.
If there are years that count double, there are moments in which the
hour-glass is transfixed. The entire scene, from Tristrem's entrance to
Weldon's departure, was compassed in less than a minute, yet during that
fragment of time there had been enacted a drama in epitome--a drama
humdrum and ordinary indeed, but in which Tristrem found himself bidding
farewell to one whom he had never known.
He was broken in spirit, overwhelmed by the suddenness of the disaster,
and presently, as though in search of sympathy, he turned to Miss
Raritan. The girl had thrown herself in a chair, and sat, her face
hidden in her hands. As Tristrem approached her she looked up. Her
cheeks were blanched.
"He told me you were at the Wainwaring's," Tristrem began. "I don't
see," he added, after a moment--"I don't understand why he should have
done so. He knew you were here, yet he said----"
"Did you hear what he said to me?"
Tristrem for all response shook his head wonderingly.
The girl's cheeks from white had turned flame.
"He has not been to you the friend you think," she said, and raising her
arm to her face, she made a gesture as though to brush from her some
distasteful thing.
"But what has he done? What did he say?"
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