I remember quite distinctly how people talked. They did not think I
observed or listened, for I had always been a dreamy sort of girl, and
never had attended much to what was said about me. At least so everybody
thought. They said I had always to be shaken or pulled when anything was
wanted of me, to make me listen--which is true enough, I believe; but
nevertheless I was not half so absent as people thought at any time, and
heard a great deal that I was not supposed to hear. And now my senses
were all shaken up and startled into being. How well I recollect hearing
old Mrs Tufnell and Mrs Stephens talking in the quiet front drawing-room
in the Square, while I was in the little room behind, taking no notice,
as they thought. They had given me a book and got rid of me, and though
they all pretended to deplore my dreamy ways, I think on the whole it
was rather a relief to get rid of a quick, inquisitive, fifteen-year-old
girl, and to be able to talk in peace. It was twilight of the summer
evening and we had taken tea, and the two ladies were seated at one of
the windows looking out upon the Square. The windows had long, full,
white curtains, hanging and fluttering from the roof to the carpet. They
were seated against that soft white background in their black silk
dresses, for Mrs Tufnell was old, and Mrs Stephens was a widow and
always wore black. It was like a picture: and I, not being so happy as I
used to be, sat with my book and read and listened both together. You
may think this is nonsense; but I could do it. I see them now
approaching their caps to each other, with little nods and shakes of
their heads and the white curtains fluttering softly behind them. Mrs
Tufnell was a great patroness of papa’s, and always went to St Mark’s
regularly, and Mrs Stephens was our very nearest neighbour, living next
door.
“I hope it will turn out the best thing that could happen for _her_,”
said Mrs Tufnell, nodding her head at me. They would not say any more
lest they should attract my attention. “She has been greatly neglected,
and left alone a great deal too much,--and I hear _she_ is accomplished.
Dear, dear, who would have thought that he, of all men in the world,
would have taken such a step.”
“I don’t quite see that,” said Mrs Stephens; “he is a young man still,
and nobody could suppose he would always be contented with his child’s
company: besides, she is so cool and indifferent, as if she never
thought it possible anything could happen: and I am sure she never did
anything to make herself necessary or agreeable----”
“Poor child!”
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