“You may say ‘poor child!’ but yet I blame her. A girl of fifteen is a
woman to all intents and purposes. She ought to have seen that there was
a great deal in her power by way of making him comfortable and herself
pleasant. It’s rather hard to say the plain downright truth about it,
you know, he being a clergyman and all that. Of course, when there is a
young family one can say it is for their sake; but in this case there’s
no possible excuse--he only wanted a wife, that’s all. I don’t blame
him; but it’s a coming down--it’s a disturbance of one’s ideal----”
“I don’t know much about ideals,” said Mrs Tufnell; “what surprises me
is, if the man wanted to marry, why he didn’t marry long ago, when the
child was young and he had an excellent excuse. As for being a
clergyman, that’s neither here nor there. Clergymen are always marrying
men, and it’s no sin to marry.”
“It disturbs one’s ideal,” said Mrs Stephens; and, though Mrs Tufnell
shrugged her shoulders, I, sitting behind over my book, agreed with her.
Oh the inward humiliation with which one sees one’s father in love!--I
suppose it would be still worse to see one’s mother, but then, I never
had a mother. I blushed for him a great deal more than he blushed for
himself, and he did blush for himself too. If he was happy, it was a
very uneasy, disturbed sort of happiness. He took me to see her--to
Spicer’s; and he went often himself and sat in the parlour behind the
shop, and suffered, I am sure, as much as ever a man who is having his
own way could suffer. Mrs Tufnell, who was a thoroughly kind old lady,
at length came to his aid, and invited Miss Martindale to stay with her
the rest of the time, and to be married from her house, which was a
thing which even I was grateful for. And the night before the
wedding-day the old lady kissed me and said, “Things will turn out
better than you suppose, dear. It is hard upon you, but things will turn
out better than you suppose.”
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