help thinking it would be pleasant to have him in the house.
And thus there commenced another period of my life, which I must speak
of very briefly,--which indeed I do not care to speak of at all, but
which I will think about as long as I live. I did not see very much of
him at first. I was nearly seventeen now, and very shy; and Mary watched
over me, and took great pains not to expose me to chance meetings with
the stranger, or any unnecessary trouble. Ellen managed everything
between us. She was a good, trustworthy woman, and we did not require to
interfere; she was full of praises of Mr Durham, who never gave any
trouble he could help. But one night, when I was taking tea with Mrs
Stephens, he happened to come in, and we had the pleasantest evening. He
knew a song I had just learned, and sang a second to it in the most
delightful deep voice. He talked and rattled about everything. He made
Mrs Stephens laugh and he made me laugh, and he told us his adventures
abroad till we were nearly crying. When it was time for me to go he got
up too, and said he would go with me. “Oh, it is only next door; I can
go alone,” I said, in my shyness. “It is only next door, but I live
there too, and I am going to work now,” he said. “To work! when all the
rest of the world are going to bed?” said Mrs Stephens; “you will make
yourself ill.” How he laughed at that! his laugh sounded like a cheery
trumpet. He did not mean to kill himself with work. “But I hope you will
let me come to tea again,” he said. How pleased Mrs Stephens was! She
always says she likes young people, and we had spent such a pleasant
night.
Many more of these pleasant evenings followed. Sometimes when we were
sitting quiet after tea, she would send for me suddenly; sometimes she
would write a little note in the afternoon. This expectation filled my
life with something quite new. I had never had many invitations or
pleasures before: I had never expected them. When we sat down to work
after tea I had known that it was for the whole evening, and that no
pleasant interruption would disturb us. But now a little thrill of
excitement ran through my whole life. I wondered, would a note come in
the afternoon? If it did not come, I wondered whether the bell would
ring after tea, and Ellen come in saying, “If you please, ma’am, Mrs
Stephens’s compliments, and would Miss Mary go in, and take her music?”
Mary never interfered; never said “Don’t go.” She looked at me sometimes
very wistfully; sometimes she smiled and shook her head at me, and said
I was getting dissipated. Once or twice she looked anxious, and told me
a story, which I only half understood, of girls who met with people they
liked, and were very happy, and then lost sight of them ever after. Mary
was very clever at telling stories, and I was fond of listening; but she
did it so well and delicately that I fear I never thought of the
moral--never, at least, till all the harm was done and it was too late.
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