And in his unutterable loneliness he bowed his head on his arms, that he
might not see the joyous scrambling frolic on yonder hillside.
CHAPTER XVII
THE bleak rawness of a grey December day held sway over St. James’s Park,
that sanctuary of lawn and tree and pool, into which the bourgeois
innovator has rushed ambitiously time and again, to find that he must
take the patent leather from off his feet, for the ground on which he
stands is hallowed ground.
In the lonely hour of early afternoon, when the workers had gone back to
their work, and the loiterers were scarcely yet gathered again, Francesca
Bassington made her way restlessly along the stretches of gravelled walk
that bordered the ornamental water. The overmastering unhappiness that
filled her heart and stifled her thinking powers found answering echo in
her surroundings. There is a sorrow that lingers in old parks and
gardens that the busy streets have no leisure to keep by them; the dead
must bury their dead in Whitehall or the Place de la Concorde, but there
are quieter spots where they may still keep tryst with the living and
intrude the memory of their bygone selves on generations that have almost
forgotten them. Even in tourist-trampled Versailles the desolation of a
tragedy that cannot die haunts the terraces and fountains like a
bloodstain that will not wash out; in the Saxon Garden at Warsaw there
broods the memory of long-dead things, coeval with the stately trees that
shade its walks, and with the carp that swim to-day in its ponds as they
doubtless swam there when “Lieber Augustin” was a living person and not
as yet an immortal couplet. And St. James’s Park, with its lawns and
walks and waterfowl, harbours still its associations with a bygone order
of men and women, whose happiness and sadness are woven into its history,
dim and grey as they were once bright and glowing, like the faded pattern
worked into the fabric of an old tapestry. It was here that Francesca
had made her way when the intolerable inaction of waiting had driven her
forth from her home. She was waiting for that worst news of all, the
news which does not kill hope, because there has been none to kill, but
merely ends suspense. An early message had said that Comus was ill,
which might have meant much or little; then there had come that morning a
cablegram which only meant one thing; in a few hours she would get a
final message, of which this was the preparatory forerunner. She already
knew as much as that awaited message would tell her. She knew that she
would never see Comus again, and she knew now that she loved him beyond
all things that the world could hold for her. It was no sudden rush of
pity or compunction that clouded her judgment or gilded her recollection
of him; she saw him as he was, the beautiful, wayward, laughing boy, with
his naughtiness, his exasperating selfishness, his insurmountable folly
and perverseness, his cruelty that spared not even himself, and as he
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