The blast caught the diving ship and stopped it in its tracks, turned
it end for end and sent it rocketing crazily away from the mad scene
of turbulence. It arched high into the sky, tumbling. Numb, Lindsay
reacted automatically. War, hatred, suspicion. All boiled up in his
mind.
The answer? It was clear, finally. The how and the why and the
wherefore. His problem--solved.
But the solution was bitter in his mouth.
Instinctively driving the ship toward the next site Lindsay's eyes
still saw the pathetic figure silhouetted against that intolerable
blast. Solution? She had given him both solutions.
His mind went back through the years. She'd been his, completely.
He'd known all the happiness any man needed. Now he was free to take
his place--and he didn't want it. What was honor? A mind, clinging to
its own ideals. Was there more honor in clinging to his choice or in
becoming a public figure, abandoning his choice.
No, Jenna hadn't given it to him. He'd taken it.
More balance, more sensible evaluation of his own set of desires would
have kept him from driving her--
* * * * *
He landed his ship flatwise, furrowing the ground. Blindly, he looked
across the field toward the--ticking thing.
"Blast!" he snarled at the thing.
He selected tools. Then he faced it again. "Go ahead. Explode."
Briefly, he wondered how it would feel--and if any feeling were
possible in microseconds.
"I'm coming," he told it.
He hit it a ringing blow with a sledge hammer. "Blast!" he cried
angrily.
Down within the robomb, a lacery lacework of silver in a mass of
complex hydrocarbon dielectrics sent impulses along flowing filaments
of metal to other shapeless tangles of silver globs. Countercurrents
flowed back and the filaments of metal became a tangled highway of
multi-purposed impulses. Countercurrents canceled and mixed with
flowing currents, creating new wave shapes that flowed in both
directions from the mixing point, and the silver-shot masses at either
end of the multitudinous filamentary transmission lines accepted the
false wave shapes, became confused by their unfamiliarity, and sent
forth more shapes of meaningless nature.
It was unable to cope with a situation whereby it was commanded to
explode. The right act--upon that stimulus--had not been taught--built
into--it.
And still the thoughts beat upon the rudimentary brain.
Lindsay climbed atop the thing. "Blast!" he screamed.
The leering face of a Martian looked up at him, and smiled sneeringly.
Lindsay snapped his cutting torch and thrust the white-hot flame in
the Martian's eye, and the face distorted and became Jenna. She lifted
a hand and pushed the flame away. It went, cutting the hard metal
around her face. Characters were burned in her forehead, and he read
them without understanding. Tiny hands came out through the cut in the
metal and wiped Jenna's face from the top of the fuse. They took the
white-hot flame in their hands and directed it.
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