He lifted. He struck at Jack Grant's laughing face with a bar and drove
it loose.
"Blast," he told Jack Grant.
Violently, he pried upon the thing. It came up slowly, like Circe,
rising out of the sea--or was it Venus--or Jenna. It was exquisitely
formed, delicately shaped, but his hands took it and crushed the softly
curving figure into a geometrical cylinder, and the softness left it as
he lifted it out of the body of the bomb.
From the vacant hole there came a small flow of neutrons and they
registered on the counter he wore.
Lindsay jumped down, the mists clearing. He looked at the thing in
his hands and laughed. The laugh welled up and broke into a wild sob.
Lindsay crumpled to the ground, holding the fuse in his lap and crying
over it.
He cried with grief, raved at his own madness. He ignored his own loss,
for had he admitted that, he would have gone mad once more.
Paradox, paradox. He--who had tried to force death--was unable to do
so. He was alone and a failure. He hurled the fuse at the vast shell of
the robomb.
"Stinking failure," he snarled at it. Then came clearness. He picked up
the fuse once more and looked at it. Somewhere in his cloud of madness
he had succeeded in defus--
The auxiliary detonator went BANG! and startled him from the
last hazy mists of madness into cold reality.
* * * * *
Once back in the loneliness of his ship, he called Haynes. He reported
all, in a dull voice and asked for help. Later, the help came to find
Lindsay working over the two-ended artificial mind, measuring minute
electronic impulses and stimulating the nodules of the filamentary
connectors to see what happened. From this sample, he knew that the
Terran Technical Corps could devise a means of confusing the mental
fuses in other robombs.
* * * * *
Ralph Lindsay concluded his lecture to the members of his reconstructed
Decontamination Squadron. Then he turned away from them and a
bitterness twisted his mouth as he looked up into the sky at the flight
squadron that was passing overhead.
It still was not for Lindsay.
He picked up the counter-mentapath and started the battle buggy across
the rough field toward the waiting Martian robomb. In the back of his
mind was a half-formed prayer that some day he might find one too
complicated for him. But until that day he would search for that peace
he knew that he would never find.
THE END.
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