American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
In her dismay at his brutality she was eager and thankful to throw the
responsibility for his conduct on his propensity for drink. She felt
the obligation to speak fearlessly on this score, even though she
irritated him. Her gentle remonstrances had been of no avail, and she
must struggle with him now against himself or lose him altogether.
Emil heard her appeal with a deepening scowl. For a moment it seemed
as though he were about to strike her. Then, as what he evidently
considered the audacity of her expostulation worked on his mind,
self-pity was mingled with his anger.
"You'd deprive me of my beer, would you? The only solace I've got.
Why don't you go smash my fiddle, too? That's the way with you pious
women; a man gets down on his luck and you stop his comforts and drive
him into the street. Very well, then, if I can't get beer in this
house, little saint, there's lots of places I can. This is the last
straw." Thereupon he strode out of the house, closing the kitchen door
behind him with a vicious bang.
VI
Constance did not see her husband again for twenty-four hours. He
returned at supper-time and took his place at the table without a word
of apology or explanation. He was in a state of great depression,
morose and uncommunicative. On previous occasions when misfortune had
befallen him, he had taken his wife into his confidence, but now it
seemed either that he had lost his grip on life so completely that
words failed him, or that the resentment which he had expressed toward
her was still dominant. When the meal was over, he went out and did
not return until late. He was boozy with drink, and threw himself on
his bed with the air of a man who would fain dispel consciousness by
the luxury of sleep.
Emil's mode of life for the next few weeks was substantially a
repetition of this programme. Glum, sour, and listless he went his way
in the morning; fuddled, indifferent, and sleepy he returned at night.
Concerning his circumstances and plans he said nothing to Constance.
She was left totally in the dark as to the extent and the effect of his
reverses. He had told her that they were ruined, yet he continued to
go down-town as though nothing had happened. Trusting that he would
enlighten her of his own accord, at first she asked no questions. Then
as he did not speak, she requested him one morning to tell her how his
affairs stood, urging her solicitude and affection. He listened
frowningly and put her off with the disconcerting utterance "You'll
know soon enough. It's just as well to let a drowning man grasp at
straws while there are any to grasp at."
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