American fiction -- 20th century; Divorce -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
His half-scornful, half-desperate manner forbade further inquiry at the
moment if she did not wish to widen the breach between them. Constance
was in deep distress. She yearned to comfort and help him, but this
wifely, loving impulse was haunted by the consciousness now forced upon
her with painful clearness that she had misjudged his nature and was
mated to a crank. How otherwise could she interpret his hostile
attitude toward herself? To what but a cross-grained perversity of
soul could she ascribe his disposition to blame her for his
misfortunes? Her duty was plain, to make the best of the situation,
and to ignore, so far as self-respect would permit, his laceration of
her feelings, trusting to time to restore his sense of justice and
renew concord between them. But what hope was there for the future?
Hope for the realization of that blissful, ennobling married state to
which she had looked forward as a bride and had believed in store for
her? Here was the thought which tormented her and gave poignancy to
the dismay and anxiety of the moment. Even if their immediate
circumstances were less serious than Emil had declared, was there any
reason to believe that his next experiment would be more successful?
She had accepted hitherto without question his declaration that
ill-luck had been responsible for all his troubles, but that
consolation was hers no longer. She found herself listening to the
voice of criticism to which until now she had turned a deaf ear. In a
new spirit, without bitterness, but in the assertion of her right as a
wife to judge the man to whom she had committed her happiness, she
recalled the incidents of their married life--his theories, arguments,
and point of view. He had declared her to blame for his misfortunes.
Surely if she had failed in her duty it had not been toward him. She
had sacrificed her opinions to his, and for his sake abnegated her most
precious predilections in order to make the union of their lives
sweeter and more complete. If she were guilty, was it not of treason
to her own instincts and her own conscience?
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