The Undesirable GovernessCrawford, F. Marion (Francis Marion)
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The Undesirable Governess
Crawford, F. Marion (Francis Marion)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction
“Which shall it be?” Ellen asked, after a long time.
“Which would you rather do?” asked Lionel weakly.
This time it was she who glanced at Lionel and looked down; but she was
not silent, as he had been. “I should like you to make up my mind for
me,” she said, in a rather low voice.
He knew what that meant, but it no more occurred to him that she was
pressing him to make a much more important decision than such a thought
had crossed her own mind. The words had come quite naturally, and they
were the right ones under the circumstances. Lionel knew that it was
time to act if he was not a coward, and the moral timidity of the
Follitts had never gone so far as that. They would all put off a
difficult interview or a disagreeable scene as long as possible, but
when it was positively necessary to stand up for their beliefs, or their
likes or dislikes, they did not run away.
“We must be married in June,” Lionel said, after a moment’s thought. “In
the meantime you had better go back to your father and leave me to
settle matters with my mother. It has been an amusing little comedy, and
no one need ever know the truth but you and I. To begin it over again
would not be worthy of you, and I should be a brute if I allowed it.
Besides, I am sure those girls would find you out.”
“That’s very likely,” answered Ellen.
“My mother has grown very fond of you, too, and though she is afraid
that we shall all make love to you if you stay, the good impression
will remain if you leave, and that’s something, after all.”
“She will never consent to your marrying a foundling,” Ellen said
gravely. “That will be the real difficulty.”
“Why need she know that you are not really Herbert Scott’s daughter?”
“Because I won’t marry you unless she knows the whole truth,” answered
Ellen with determination. “She will probably be very angry in any case,
but she will forgive us in time. Don’t you see how dreadful it would be
if there should be something more to tell after she has accepted the
situation?”
Lionel saw that she was right, and made up his mind to face the whole
difficulty at once. He said so.
“Then I’ll speak to Lady Jane to-morrow morning,” Ellen said. “She will
probably be only too glad to let me go at once.”
“You may be sure of that!” laughed Lionel, for she had told him what had
taken place in the library.
“Then this is going to be good-bye until you come to town again?” she
said, rather sadly.
“I suppose so,” Lionel admitted disconsolately.
They looked at each other a moment.
“Are you quite--quite sure that you want it?” she asked presently.
“Quite sure,” he answered, without hesitation.
“Because men have done such things and have been sorry afterwards. Since
I’ve been here I’ve understood that it’s not going to be nearly so easy
for you as I had thought. I’ve not spoken about it, but I must before
you take the final step. It’s all so different from what I had expected,
or even dreamed of.”
“What is different?” Lionel asked.
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