The Undesirable GovernessCrawford, F. Marion (Francis Marion)
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The Undesirable Governess
Crawford, F. Marion (Francis Marion)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction
“The way you live. You see, you never told me anything about it. You
only said that your father was a country gentleman, decently well off,
and that you could give yourself up to study because you would have
enough to live on. You never gave me the least idea that you were very
rich people, nor that it was a great old estate and entailed, and all
that sort of thing. It makes a difference, you know.”
“I don’t see why,” Lionel objected.
“I do. It’s one thing for the son of a quiet, retired officer of no
particular position to marry a foundling and a governess. It’s quite
another, now that you turn out to be great country people, related to
half the peerage, and perfectly frightfully rich. I wish you were not.”
Lionel laughed. “If I were not,” he answered, “I should not be able to
do as I please without asking leave of any one. I should have to go to
work to earn our living, and I have not the faintest idea how I should
do that. As a matter of fact, I should not have had the right to ask you
to marry me, just for the pleasure of starving together.”
“That would be better than nothing,” answered Ellen, without much
reflection. “As it is, I am not sure that I have a right to marry
you--though I will, if you’ll have me! Every one will call me a scheming
adventuress.”
“I think not,” said Lionel, and his rather gentle and melancholy face
grew suddenly obdurate and almost remorseless. “Of course there will be
one row and a general exchange of pleasant family amenities. But there
will never be another.”
“And what will happen if I change my mind, and tell you that it has all
been a mistake, and that I think it would be very wrong of me to marry
you, because I should ruin your life?”
“I don’t know what would happen,” Lionel answered, with a confident
smile. “You had better ask a dramatist or a man who writes novels.”
He was right in that, for they were the least dramatic pair in the
world, and Lionel’s courtship had been of the simplest and most
conventional sort. Their affection for each other had begun quietly, and
had grown the more steadily and strongly for having been quite
undisturbed, until it had entirely absorbed their two existences into
one growth. The idea of separation seemed as absurd to them now as that
the law of gravity should be suddenly reversed, or that trees should
grow upside down. They did not realise that such attachments really
have in them the character of fate--the very kind which most surely ends
in tragedy when it does not lead to perfect happiness.
Even now, when action was unavoidable and the first great moment seemed
to be at hand, they parted without much show of feeling. Each felt
perfectly sure of the other, and both were certain that there would not
be many more partings.
CHAPTER VI
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