German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction; Sin -- Fiction
"I asked you," Ulrich went on unperturbed, "'Do you bear any old love
towards her in your heart?' and you replied, 'I did, but it is all past
now.' And I asked you further, 'Then is she free?' and you said, 'As
far as I am concerned, she is.'"
"But, man, how could I suspect that you yourself----"
"Does that alter the case? Was she less free on that account?"
"Get out with your judicial hair-splitting. You have spoilt my
appetite," said Leo, laying down his fork.
"Forgive me, dear old boy," Ulrich responded; "but I can't spare you
this explanation, lest you should end by reproaching me with having
thrown dust in your eyes, and having made a breach between us by my
marriage."
"It seems to me that is what it will amount to, as it is," Leo growled,
looking gloomily before him.
"What! you say that?" Ulrich stammered, as if he could scarcely believe
his ears.
"Perhaps you will give me your views as to how our relations are to
continue."
"My view is, that if at heart all is the same as of old, the ways and
means of continuing our intercourse need concern us least."
"That is excellent, quite excellent, and only what one would expect
from a man of ideal sentiment. But it is just as it always was; your
knowledge of life deserts you wherever love and friendship and fine
feeling come in. A woman, old fellow, stands between us now. And do you
imagine for a moment that this woman could bring herself to forget what
has happened sufficiently to tolerate calmly my coming and going at
Uhlenfelde? And even if she were willing, how could I consent to it?
Remember there's a boy running about your house--you are fond of him,
eh?"
A melancholy gleam of acquired parental pride fluttered over Ulrich's
face.
"I am very fond of him," he said softly.
"When I knew him he was quite a little chap, four years old at most. He
often sat on my knee. He was lovable, that much I know about him. But
what is the good of recalling it? The boy has the features of the man
whom I once saw, through the smoke of my pistol, fall to the ground
with a bullet in his side. Isn't that enough?"
Ulrich breathed heavily and stared at him.
"And now I tell you, once for all," Leo continued, raising his voice,
"that if you had asked the advice, which would only have been fitting
before taking so grave a step, of your stupid old comrade Leo
Sellenthin at the time you resolved to plunge into this marriage,
prompted either by mad generosity or an equally mad passion, he would
have answered you clear and straight, as is his way, 'Choose between
her and me.' There!"
Ulrich grew a shade paler, and his left hand clasped the sofa-corner
convulsively. He rose slowly, saying in a voice which anxiety at the
thought of his friend breaking with him completely altered--
"Leo, you know that I cling to you as to a part of my own body. But I
will know the truth. Are you trying to bring about a rupture? If so,
say so."
A peal of laughter came from Leo.
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