But to hope reborn this last was unbelievable. Lois said she should find
him alive and to live, since Heaven had twice willed him to escape the
jaws of death. And her heart of confidence she kept for more than two
weary days of difficulty and delay. But when she reached his bed her hope
wavered; she saw a shorn head, and a face blanched and bloodless like
bone, fallen out of a shape she knew into strange hollows, with eyes
showing but a glassy strip, and grey, breathless lips. 'To-night,' said
Rhoda.
Breathless also through the night they watched till came the first shiver
of dawn. Then his eyelids rose; he looked with recognition at Lois, and
moved a hand towards hers; and with a quiet sigh his eyes closed, not for
death, but for blessed, feverless, breathing sleep.
The one who wept then was Lois, and Rhoda clasped her in a passionate
embrace of comfort, and herself shed no tear.
The child had deserted Rhoda for ever, as the boy Christian. She knew it:
she had kissed her childhood dead on his lips, and now past any recall it
had been buried, and lay deep under such a weight of sorrow as fate can
hew only for a woman full. No tear she shed, no word she said, and she
ordered her face to be serene.
She had a word for Lois not at first to be understood. 'God has been good
to heal,' she would say; but the whole truth did not declare till Lois,
regarding the future again, had sighed: 'Where shall he go?' 'Home,' said
Rhoda. Lois shook her head sadly: 'He could not bear it.' The girl, with
arms round her neck and a hid face, whispered again: 'God has been good
to heal--I think so--do you not know it yet?'
So a day came when a wasted shadow of the old Christian was borne along
the quay and up the street, while men and women stept out to observe.
Their eyes he met with placid recognition, clear of any disquiet.
The devil had gone out of the fellow at last, they said, when he could
not lift a hand for injury, nor gloom a resentful look. And so hard
doings were justified; and none intolerant could begrudge him the life he
had brought away, even before a guess began that he had not brought away
his full wits.
Out in the porch he would come to bask in the sun for hours with animal
content. Out to the gate he would come, going weakly to and fro as he was
bid. But Giles was surly to men, and to women Lois was iron cold, and
Rhoda had deft ways of insult to repulse unwelcome intrusion; and so for
a little while those three guarded him and kept close the secret of his
ruin.
Then one at an unguarded moment won in, and spied, and carried her report
of his mild, his brute-mild gaze, and his slow labour of speech: it was
the mother of Philip. Rhoda found a token of her left beside Christian, a
well-intended, small peace-offering, in a cheese of her sole make.
'Who brought this?' she asked; and he told.
'She offered it--to you?'
'To us,' he returned quietly.
'And you took it--thanked her and took it?'
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