He looked up and studied her face for enlightenment.
'The mother was not here.'
Rhoda's passion surged over. 'How dared she, how dared she!' she stormed,
and seized on the poor gift, cast it down, stamped it into the sandy
path, and spurned it over the sweet herbs into the sluggy kail beyond.
Like a child, chidden for some uncomprehended fault, he looked at her,
distressed at her condemnation, anxious to atone, wondering if his senses
told him true. Her anger failing under an agony of pity and remorse, from
the unendurable pain of his look she fled to hide her passionate weeping.
When Lois came out to Christian he was deeply asleep.
Soon he carried into the street his brute-mild gaze, and his slow labour
of speech. And no thumb turned against him. For all who chose to peer in
on his blank mind found how shame and rancour could take no root in a
void of memory. He met every face with an even countenance, showing no
recall of a debt to any.
In a very literal sense it was now said that the devil had gone out of
him. Willing belief held that he had been actually possessed, and
delivered only when a right instinct of severity had spoiled him for
habitation. Some compunction showed over the mooted point whether the
pitiful lasting flaw had not rather come of the last spite of an evicted
devil, than of the drastic measures of exasperated men.
In nowise did Christian's reason now work amiss, though it was slow and
heavy; nor had his memory lost all its store, nor quite its power to
store. Of earlier days his remembrance was clear and complete though a
little unready, but of passing hours some only did not float clean out of
mind to be forgotten. This was a deficiency that mended by degrees, and
in time bid fair to pass. Where the break began, none who loved him
ventured to discover. Once when, as shall be told, Giles incautiously
touched, Christian turned a dazed, painful face, and grew white and
whiter, and presently laid his head down on his arms and slept deeply. In
those days frequent slumbers fell, and for the most part memory was
blurred behind them.
Lois in her heart sometimes had a secret doubt that oblivion had not
entirely satisfied him. His reason seemed too serviceable to lie down
without an effort; and it was hard to imagine how it could account for
certain scars that his body would carry to the grave; or account for the
loss of two boats--the old drudge and his own murdered Beloved. Yet when
in his presence they held anxious debate on the means to a new boat, he
listened and made no comment.
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