“I know something about dogs,” said Clarice. “That’s what I’m really
talking about, only I’m substituting offices for kennels. Well, blue
ribbons aren’t earned, you know. The quality that wins them is there
from the beginning. Your other puppies get the same food and the same
care. But they don’t earn the ribbon even though they are twice as
clever and as strong as the dog that does. Isn’t there an artificial
standard for getting ahead in an artificial city? Well--diligence and
mind are natural things, the result of natural energies. And what have
natural energies to do with artificial standards? I tell you, you must
fit in from the beginning. If you don’t, you’ll be like the vast
majority of dogs in a kennel--an underdog.”
Quincy felt embarassed. He avoided Clarice’s eyes. But she smiled into
him.
“Why did you come and join the kennel, my faun friend?”
“Why did you?” he flashed back at her.
“I am happy here.”
“Well, so am I.”
“It’s the happiness of a bravado. Wait till it wears off. But no,
Quincy--don’t wait! You’ll be used to life here, by then. Used to it,
that is, enough not to be able to get used to any other. Used to
nothing--in other words.”
“You are a very wise girl, Clarice.”
“I was wiser than you, even that summer. That was why I was willing to
like you--willing to like you, Quincy, as much as you cared to ask
for;--but not willing to see you in New York! In fact, _you_ were
exceedingly foolish.”
The young man leaned back in his chair (a posture denoting ease) and
looked at her. Four years had at once subdued and strengthened her. Her
hair was a duller gold and her eyes looked grey in the shaded light,
whereas the gleam of the summer sun had then brought out the spring in
them--the green. Her body was no less slender, no taller. But her
mastership had calmed it, given it a composure in unison with the firm
cut of her dainty mouth and the regular line of her small nose. Quincy
had not liked her hands, since they had been both short and soft. Now
they seemed lighter, freer, longer. They seemed to have the power now to
poise and balance. They had been the paws of a rather destructive
savage; they and her eyes had altered most. Quincy was awed, not by
herself but by the feeling of aloofness that stood between them, making
their past of comradeship unreal. Yet the dash and spice of this made
her all the more desirable, despite the accent of mentorship and of
superiority that now seemed natural to her.
And then, from this easeful figure so composed before him, his mind
glanced back--she was still too hard for piercing--and fell upon
himself. Again, it seemed to Quincy that he had made a mistake. Again,
it became easier to turn against himself, plough there, rend there, than
give calm heed to the force that did this and make his venture
elsewhere.
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