The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human NatureJames, William
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The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study in Human Nature
James, William
Conversion; Experience (Religion); Philosophy and religion; Psychology, Religious; Religion
“I was in perfect health: we were on our sixth day of tramping,
and in good training. We had come the day before from Sixt to
Trient by Buet. I felt neither fatigue, hunger, nor thirst, and my
state of mind was equally healthy. I had had at Forlaz good news
from home; I was subject to no anxiety, either near or remote, for
we had a good guide, and there was not a shadow of uncertainty
about the road we should follow. I can best describe the condition
in which I was by calling it a state of equilibrium. When all at
once I experienced a feeling of being raised above myself, I felt
the presence of God—I tell of the thing just as I was conscious of
it—as if his goodness and his power were penetrating me
altogether. The throb of emotion was so violent that I could
barely tell the boys to pass on and not wait for me. I then sat
down on a stone, unable to stand any longer, and my eyes
overflowed with tears. I thanked God that in the course of my life
he had taught me to know him, that he sustained my life and took
pity both on the insignificant creature and on the sinner that I
was. I begged him ardently that my life might be consecrated to
the doing of his will. I felt his reply, which was that I should
do his will from day to day, in humility and poverty, leaving him,
the Almighty God, to be judge of whether I should some time be
called to bear witness more conspicuously. Then, slowly, the
ecstasy left my heart; that is, I felt that God had withdrawn the
communion which he had granted, and I was able to walk on, but
very slowly, so strongly was I still possessed by the interior
emotion. Besides, I had wept uninterruptedly for several minutes,
my eyes were swollen, and I did not wish my companions to see me.
The state of ecstasy may have lasted four or five minutes,
although it seemed at the time to last much longer. My comrades
waited for me ten minutes at the cross of Barine, but I took about
twenty‐five or thirty minutes to join them, for as well as I can
remember, they said that I had kept them back for about half an
hour. The impression had been so profound that in climbing slowly
the slope I asked myself if it were possible that Moses on Sinai
could have had a more intimate communication with God. I think it
well to add that in this ecstasy of mine God had neither form,
color, odor, nor taste; moreover, that the feeling of his presence
was accompanied with no determinate localization. It was rather as
if my personality had been transformed by the presence of a
_spiritual spirit_. But the more I seek words to express this
intimate intercourse, the more I feel the impossibility of
describing the thing by any of our usual images. At bottom the
expression most apt to render what I felt is this: God was
present, though invisible; he fell under no one of my senses, yet
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