Diary fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
I allowed myself to wake without a start.
“Was the ’47 port as good as you hoped?” I asked, sympathetically.
He sat down. I had arranged my chair so that there was none other
in its immediate neighbourhood. Thus he was some way off, and could
realize my whole silhouette.
“The ’47 port--oh yes!--but I am not going to talk of port. I want you
to tell me a lot more about yourself, and your plans.”
“I have no plans--except to see the world.”
He picked up a book, and put it down again; he was not perfectly calm.
“I don’t think I shall let you. I am more than ever convinced you ought
to have some one to take care of you; you are not of the type that
makes it altogether safe to roam about alone.”
“Oh! as for my type,” I said, languidly, “I know all about that. Mrs.
Carruthers said no one with this combination of colour could be good,
so I am not going to try. It will be quite simple.”
He rose quickly from his chair, and stood in front of the great log
fire, such a comical expression on his face.
“You are the quaintest child I have ever met,” he said.
“I am not a child--and I mean to know everything I can.”
He went over towards the sofa again, and arranged the cushions--great,
splendid, fat pillows of old Italian brocade, stiff with gold and
silver.
“Come!” he pleaded, “sit here beside me, and let us talk; you are miles
away there, and I want to--make you see reason.”
I rose at once, and came slowly to where he pointed. I settled myself
deliberately, there was one cushion of purple and silver right under
the light, and there I rested my head.
“Now talk!” I said, and half closed my eyes.
Oh! I was enjoying myself! The first time I have ever been alone with
a real man! They--the old ambassadors, and politicians, and generals,
used always to tell me I should grow into an attractive woman--now I
meant to try what I could do.
Mr. Carruthers remained silent--but he sat down beside me, and looked,
and looked right into my eyes.
“Now talk then,” I said again.
“Do you know, you are a very disturbing person,” he said at last, by
way of a beginning.
“What is that?” I asked.
“It is a woman who confuses one’s thought when one looks at her. I do
not now seem to have anything to say--or too much.”
“You called me a child.”
“I should have called you an enigma.”
I assured him I was not the least complex, and that I only wanted
everything simple, and to be left in peace, without having to get
married, or worry to obey people.
We had a nice talk.
“You won’t leave here on Saturday,” he said, presently, apropos of
nothing. “I do not think I shall go myself, to-morrow. I want you to
show me all over the gardens, and your favourite haunts.”
“To-morrow I shall be busy packing,” I said, gravely, “and I do not
think I want to show you the gardens--there are some corners I rather
loved--I believe it will hurt a little to say good-bye.”
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