Diary fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
He laughed. “You strange little lady?” he said, his irritation with me
melting. And when he laughs you can see how even his teeth are, but the
two side ones are sharp and pointed like a wolf’s.
“Perhaps after all you had better have married me!”
“No, that would clip my wings,” I said frankly, looking at him straight
in the face.
“Mr. Barton tells me you propose leaving here on Saturday. I beg
you will not do so--please consider it your home for so long as you
wish--until you can make some arrangements for yourself. You look so
very young to be going about the world alone!”
He bent down and gazed at me closer--there was an odd tone in his voice.
“I am twenty, and I have been often snubbed,” I said, calmly; “that
prepares one for a good deal. I shall enjoy doing what I please.”
“And what are you going to please?”
“I shall go to Claridge’s until I can look about me.”
He moved uneasily.
“But have you no relations? No one who will take care of you?”
“I believe none. My mother was nobody particular you know--a Miss
Tonkins by name.”
“But your father?” He sat down now on the sofa beside me; there was a
puzzled, amused look in his face--perhaps I was amazing him.
“Papa? Oh! Papa was the last of his family--they were decent people,
but there are no more of them.”
He pushed one of the cushions aside.
“It is an impossible position for a girl--completely alone. I cannot
allow it. I feel responsible for you. After all, it would do very well
if you married me--I am not particularly domestic by nature, and should
be very little at home--so you could live here, and have a certain
position, and I would come back now and then to see you were getting
on all right.”
One could not say if he were mocking, or no.
“It is too good of you,” I said, without any irony, “but I like
freedom, and when you were at home it might be such a bore----”
He leant back, and laughed merrily.
“You are candid, at any rate!” he said.
Mr. Barton came into the room at that moment, full of apologies for
being late. Immediately after, with the usual ceremony, the butler
entered and pompously announced, “Dinner is served, sir.” How quickly
they recognize the new master!
Mr. Carruthers gave me his arm, and we walked slowly down the picture
gallery to the banqueting hall, and there sat down at the small round
table in the middle, that always looks like an island in a lake.
I talked nicely at dinner. I was dignified and grave, and quite frank.
Mr. Carruthers was not bored. The _chef_ had outdone himself, hoping to
be kept on. I never felt so excited in my life.
I was apparently asleep under a big lamp, after dinner in the
library--a book of silly poetry in my lap--when the door opened and
he--Mr. Carruthers--came in alone, and walked up the room. I did not
open my eyes. He looked for just a minute--how accurate I am! Then he
said, “You are very pretty when asleep!”
His voice was not caressing, or complimentary, merely as if the fact
had forced this utterance.
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