She took charge of his hat and overcoat, making him sit down in a big
armchair before the fire. He watched her curiously as she moved lightly
about waiting on him. Nellie was a soft round little person with
constant intimations of a childhood not long outgrown. Jeff judged she
must be nineteen or twenty, but she had moments of being charmingly
unsure of herself. The warm color came and went in her clear cheeks at
the least provocation.
“Mother's gone to bed. She always goes early. You don't mind,” she asked
naively.
Jeff smiled. She was, he thought, about as worldly wise as a fluffy
kitten. “No, I don't mind at all,” he assured her.
Nor did he in the least. His weariness was of the spirit rather than the
body, and he found her grace, her shy sweetness, grateful to the jaded
senses. It counted in her favor that she was not clever or ultra-modern.
The dimpling smiles, the quick sympathy of this innocent, sensuous young
creature, drew him out of his depression. When he left the pleasant
warmth of the room half an hour later it was with a little glow at the
heart. He had found comfort and refreshment.
How it came to pass Jeff never quite understood, but it soon was almost
a custom for him to drop into the living room to get a cup of chocolate
when he came home. He found himself looking forward to that half hour
alone with Nellie Anderson. Whoever else criticized him, she did not.
The manner in which she made herself necessary to his material comfort
was masterly. She would be waiting, eager to help him off with his
overcoat, hot chocolate and sandwiches ready for him in the cozy
living-room. To him, who for years had lived a hand-to-mouth boarding
house existence, her shy wholesome laughter made that room sing of home,
one which her personality fitted to a dot. She was always in good humor,
always trim and neat, always alluring to the eye. And she had the pretty
little domestic ways that go to the head of a bachelor when he eats
alone with an attractive girl.
Their intimacy was not exactly a secret. Mrs. Anderson, who was rather
deaf and admitted to being a heavy sleeper, knew that Jeff dropped in
occasionally. He suspected she did not know how regularly, but she was
one of that large class of American mothers who let their daughters
arrange their own love affairs and would not have interfered had she
known.
Once or twice it flashed upon Jeff that this ought not to go on. Since
he had no intention of marrying Nell he must not let their relationship
reach the emotional climax toward which he guessed it was racing. But
his experience in such matters was limited. He did not know how to break
off their friendship without hurting her, and he was eager to minimize
the possibility of danger. His modesty made this last easy. Out of her
kindness she was good to him, but it was not to be expected that so
pretty a girl would fall in love with a man like him.
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