The most potent argument for letting things drift was his own craving
for her. She was becoming necessary to him. Whenever he thought of her
it was with a tender glow. Her soft long-lashed eyes would come between
him and the editorial he was writing. A dozen times a day he could see
a picture of the tilted little coaxing mouth. The gurgle of her laughter
called to him for hours before he left the office.
He got into the habit of talking to her about the things that were
troubling him--the tactics of the enemy, the desertion of friends,
the dubious issue of the campaign. Curled up in a big chair, her whole
attention absorbed in what he was saying Nellie made a good listener. If
she did not show a full understanding of the situation, he could always
sense her ready sympathy. Her naive, indignant loyalty was touching.
“I read what the _Advocate_ said about you today,” she told him one
night, a tide of color in her cheeks. “It was horrid. As if anybody
would believe it.”
“I'm afraid a good many people do,” he said gravely.
“Nobody who knows you,” she protested stoutly.
“Yes, some who know me.”
He let his eyes dwell on her. It was easy to see how undisciplined of
life she was, save where its material aspects had come into impact with
her on the economic side.
“None of your real friends.”
“How many real friends has a man--friends who will stand by him no
matter how unpopular he is?”
“I don't know. I should think you'd have lots of them.”
He shook his head, a hint of a smile in his eyes. “Not many. They keep
their chocolate and sandwiches for folks whose trolley do'esn't fly the
wire.”
“What wire?” she asked, her forehead knitted to a question.
“Oh, the wire that's over the tracks of respectability and vested
interests and special privilege.”
She had been looking at him, but now her gaze went to the fire with that
slow tilt of the chin he liked. Another color wave swept the oval of the
soft cheeks.
“You've got more friends than you think,” she said in a low voice.
“I've got one little friend I wouldn't like to lose.”
She did not speak and his hand moved forward to cover hers. Instantly
a wild and insurgent emotion tingled through him. He felt himself
trembling and could not steady his nerves.
Without a word Nellie looked up and their eyes met. Something electric
flashed from one to another. Her shy fear of him was adorable.
“Oh, don't, don't!” she murmured. “What will you think of me now?”
He had leaned forward and kissed her on the lips.
Jeff sprang to his feet, the muscles in his lean cheeks standing
out. Some bell of warning was ringing in him. He was a man, young and
desirous, subject to all the frailties of his sex, holding experiences
in his past that had left him far from a puritan. And she was a woman,
of unschooled impulses, with unsuspected banked passions, an innocent
creature in whom primeval physical life rioted.
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