The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
But Harleigh felt its fullest contrast; his hopes, his wishes, his whole
soul completed it by You, because I love!--not that he could persuade
himself that Juliet would have used those words; he knew the contrary;
knew that she would sooner thus situated expire; but such, he felt, was
the impulse of her thoughts; such the consciousness that broke off her
speech.
He durst not venture at any acknowledgement; but, once appeased in his
doubts, and satisfied in his feelings, he respected her opinions, and,
yielding to her increased, yet speechless eagerness to be gone, he
silently, but with eyes of expressive tenderness, ceased to obstruct her
passage.
Utterly confounded herself, at the half-pronounced thought, thus
inadvertently surprised from her, and thus palpably seized and
interpreted, she strove to devize some term that might obviate dangerous
consequences; but she felt her cheeks so hot, so cold, and again so hot,
that she durst not trust her face to his observation; and, accepting the
opening which he made for her, she was returning to her cottage,
tortured,--and yet soothed,--by indescribable emotions; when an
energetic cry of 'Ellis!--Harleigh!--Ellis!' made her raise her eyes to
the adjacent hill, and perceive Elinor.
CHAPTER LXXXV
With arms extended, and a commanding air, Elinor, having made signs to
the dismayed Harleigh not to move, awaited, where she stood, the
terrified, but obedient Juliet.
'Avoid me not!' she cried, 'Ellis! why should you avoid me? I have given
you back your plighted word; and the pride of Harleigh has saved him
from all bonds. Why, then, should you fly?'
Juliet attempted not to make any answer.
'The conference, the last conference,' continued Elinor, 'which so
ardently I have demanded, is still unaccorded. Repeatedly I could have
surprized it, singly, from Harleigh; but--'
She stopt, coloured, looked indignant, yet ashamed, and then haughtily
went on: 'Imagine not my courage tarnished by cowardly apprehensions of
misinterpretation,--suspicion,--censoriousness;... no! let the world
sneer at its pleasure! Its spleen will never keep pace with my contempt.
But Harleigh!--I brave not the censure of Harleigh! even though
prepared, and resolved, to quit him for evermore! And, with ideas
punctilious such as his of feminine delicacy, he might blame,
perhaps,--should I seek him alone--'
She blushed more deeply, and, with extreme agitation, added, 'Harleigh,
when we shall meet no more, will always honourably say, Her passion for
me might be tinctured with madness, but its purity was without alloy!'
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