Or did he really think Marcia could fit? That she could learn to be a
real part of them? Or, again, as he remembered Ricky's comment that she
was a 'dish', had Ricky gone overboard about her? Was he so taken by her
looks and all that he was forgetting the clan? Not consciously, of
course; he would not, could not, do that consciously. But perhaps
unknowing? Using the other arguments as rationalization?
Somehow, Tom doubted this. Ricky might not be too deep a thinker but,
Tom thought, he was generally extremely level headed. No, he thought,
Ricky was probably quite serious in thinking the clan should accept
Marcia, that she, in one way or another, would be good for the clan. And
that left only the question of whether he was right or not.
Tom's eyes swung to Sandy, and he remembered his discussion with her.
And he remembered her parting shot which had asked him if he was afraid
of Marcia. If, perhaps, he did not resent her for being better educated
than he, and if, maybe, she might awe him. Was that it? he wondered. Did
he feel awe at her? He did of her father, certainly. He remembered his
talks with Mr. Graves, and remembered coming out of them feeling beaten
and bedraggled--something of the way he might feel towards Marcia.
Yes, he had to admit it, there was that feeling there. She was from a
background he did not know and it did, in truth, somewhat scare him. How
much did this influence him? He did not know.
He looked at Betsy, thinking of his talk with her. He remembered how she
had brushed aside any thought that the kids might be harmed by Marcia.
Was she right? Were the kids so stable emotionally that nothing Marcia
could bring into their world would seriously harm them? Remembering Sue
who had come to flirt with him with her four-year-old eyes, it was not
hard to believe that Betsy was right.
Also there was Betsy's discussion of what might happen to Marcia. Betsy
had argued, Tom remembered, that Marcia might well learn to fit, that
she would find all the old rules by which she had lived outside the clan
so completely inadequate that she would be forced to learn from scratch.
Was that right, he wondered. After the initial period when she would be
learning how little she knew, would she then be able to learn like a
child, without undue prejudice, just because her background was so
different? It was possible, he had to admit.
And finally he looked at Pete. Pete had argued that it was not immoral
to take in Marcia for economic reasons, that it was not like marrying a
girl for her money. Economics were an integral and avowed part of the
clan idea; and certainly the moralities of a clan had to be different
from those of a monogamist marriage. Yes, he had to admit that he
thought Pete's arguments sound. There was a different ethics here. There
had to be. What the true ethics would say of the case of Marcia, he did
not know. But at least he could not lightly dismiss it all as simply and
obviously immoral. It could not be that simple.
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