“Shall I tell her ‘nay’?” the Eldress questioned, calmly.
“Yee,” said Brother George; and the dozing sisters murmured “Yee.”
“Wait,” said Brother Nathan; “her husband--HE has something to him. Let
her come.”
“But if she visited us, how would that affect him?” Eldress Hannah
asked, surprised into faint animation.
“If she was moved to stay it would affect him,” Brother Nathan said,
dryly; “he would come, too, and there are very few of us left, Eldress.
He would be a great gain.”
There was a long silence. Brother William’s gray head sagged on his
shoulder, and the hymn-book slipped from his gnarled old hands. The
knitting sisters began, one after another, to stab their needles into
their balls of gray yarn and roll their work up in their aprons.
“It’s getting late, Eldress,” one of them said, and glanced at the
clock.
“Then I’ll tell her she may come?” said Eldress Hannah, reluctantly.
“He can make the wrath of man to praise Him,” Brother Nathan encouraged
her.
“Yee; but I never heard that He could make the foolishness of woman do
it,” the old woman said, grimly.
As the brothers and sisters parted at the door of the sitting-room
Brother Nathan plucked at the Eldress’s sleeve; “Is she very
wretched--Lydia? Where is she now, Eldress? Poor Lydy! poor little
Lydy!”
The fortnight of Athalia’s absence wore greatly upon her husband.
Apprehension lurked in the back of his mind. In the mill, or out on the
farm, or when he sat down among his shabby, old, calf-skin books, he was
assailed by the memory of all her various fancies during their married
life. Some of them were no more remarkable or unexpected than this
interest in Shakerism. He began to be slowly frightened. Suppose she
should take it into her head--?
When her fortnight was nearly up and he was already deciding whether,
when he drove over to Depot Corners to meet her, he would take Ginny’s
colt or the new mare, a letter came to say she was going to stay a week
longer.
“I believe,” she wrote--her very pen, in the frantic down-hill slope of
her lines, betraying the excitement of her thoughts--“I believe that for
the first time in my life I have found my God!” The letter was full
of dashes and underlining, and on the last page there was a blistered
splash into which the ink had run a little on the edges.
Lewis Hall’s heart contracted with an almost physical pang. “I must go
and get her right off,” he said; “this thing is serious!” And yet, after
a wakeful night, he decided, with the extraordinary respect for her
individuality so characteristic of the man--a respect that may be called
foolish or divine, as you happen to look at it--he decided not to go.
If he dragged her away from the Shakers against her will, what would be
gained? “I must give her her head, and let her see for herself that it’s
all moonshine,” he told himself, painfully, over and over; “my seeing
it won’t accomplish anything.” But he counted the hours until she would
come home.
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