"Forgive you, and for what, my poor boy? For loving, and for feeling an
impulse of rebellion of your whole heart before an obstacle in which all
boys of your age, and even of your class, would see to-day, as you do,
only a prejudice? For being young, and for having this longing to employ
your energy to some purpose, which you cheat by playing at
soldiering,--for it is only a game and you know it perfectly well?
Suppose that to-morrow the people who rule us order you to execute one
of their infamous jobs, the burglarizing of a church, what shall you
do?"
As he uttered these words, which by their unconscious divination proved
how much he thought about his son, the marquis was looking at his idea.
He did not notice the young man's sudden start. On the latter's lips was
an exclamation which he did not utter. He listened to the words in which
his father continued, with an interest all the more intense, because M.
de Claviers was not in the habit of discussing his convictions. He
asserted them by his mere presence. Doubtless his affection for Landri
warned him that that was a fateful moment, such as most frequently
occurs unexpectedly, in the relations of a father and son, when a word
misunderstood may lead to tragic dissensions; and as if he were
determined to justify in advance the sternness of his veto by arguments
impossible of refutation even by him who was destined to be their
victim, he explained himself, he confessed himself, or, better still, he
thought aloud:--
"Do you think that I have not gone through such rebellions? Do you think
that I, too, when my father spoke to me as I am speaking to you, did not
ask myself if he were not a man of another century, who did not
understand his epoch and who wished to involve me in his error? Do you
think that I was not attracted by action, by actions of all sorts, by
war, diplomacy, the tribune? that I never heard the voice of the tempter
whispering: 'One does not serve the government, one serves France?' How
many of my friends listened to that voice! I do not judge them. I could
not do it, and I do not repent. This is why. Listen. What I am going to
say will seem to you a long way from the starting-point of our
conversation. But I do not lose sight of it.--No, I could not do it,
because by dint of studying her, I realized that this France, offspring
of the Revolution, had other workmen than me to employ, in its barracks,
its public offices, its assemblies, and that we were very little able to
serve her elsewhere. You have told me sometimes that I had the heart of
an 'émigré.' It is true. But who saved France from dismemberment in
1815, if not the 'émigrés,' and Louis XVIII, first of all. Had there
been no 'émigrés,' had not the King, supported by that handful of
loyal subjects, made himself felt during twenty years in the councils of
the coalition, the country would have been partitioned. What did they
preserve for it, for that country which was so cruelly hostile to
them?--_A principle_.
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