"You love me!" ejaculated the young man. Obeying the instinct of true
love, whose double vision borders on the marvellous, she had pronounced
the only words capable of pouring balm upon his wound, but causing him
to realize its full extent. That confession that he had so ardently
craved and begged for, he was suffering too intensely to enjoy. That
love which she at last manifested openly, and which, two hours earlier,
would have intoxicated him with a very ecstasy of joy, he could no
longer rush upon, absorb himself in, engulf himself in--himself and the
horrible thing! That thing was there, in his thought, torturing him even
at that moment, not to be forgotten even in the radiance of that noble
heart, which was his at last! A wave of emotion swept over him, so
despairing and so passionate at once, that he was alarmed by it. He
trembled lest the hideous disclosure should burst from his too deeply
moved heart. But did he need to make it now? Had she not divined
everything? And that also touched him, as a more convincing proof of
love than the most impassioned words, and overwhelmed him utterly.
"Thanks," he stammered. "But at this moment--surprise--emotion--Leave
me."
And motioning to her that his voice failed him, he hid his face in his
hands. He passed ten minutes thus, not sobbing, not weeping, not
sighing, nor did Valentine attempt to question him or to comfort him.
The only assuagement that his sick heart could receive without bleeding
from it was the feeling that she existed, that she was by his side, all
his. She gazed at him, even holding her breath, to spare him any
sensation. There was, in the silent convulsive immobility of that man
who was undergoing the most violent inward tempest and who gave no sign
of it except that gesture of mute agony, a wild upspringing of energy
for which she esteemed and admired him. Never during those three years
had they been so near each other in heart as in that silence, which he
broke at last. He raised his head. He was deathly pale; but the paroxysm
was conquered. He rose, took Madame Olier's hand, and said to her, in a
deep voice:--
"Yes. You love me. You have just proved it more clearly than you will
ever do again. I believe it. I feel it, and I feel also that I love you,
ah! much more dearly than I knew. I am going to leave you. I must. But
not until I have asked you again what I asked you yesterday. Valentine,
will you be my wife?"
"Yes," she replied, in the same tone.
An inexpressible emotion flashed in Landri's eyes as he drew her to him.
Chaste and ardent kiss of betrothal, in which his lips were wet with the
tears that she was shedding, now, for his misery, who did not weep! And
as those tears disturbed him anew to his inmost depths, he tore himself
from her embrace, saying:--
"Don't take away my courage. I need it sorely."
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