Nor was he mad when he pressed him to his heart in
that embrace all a-quiver with the grief-stricken fervor of his paternal
love. He was not mad in those visions of the past, in that "spoken
dream," as the doctor had said, which fitted into their whole life with
terrifying exactitude.
All these ideas had rushed at once into the young man's over-excited
mind during those very brief moments, as clear and distinct as memories
of the past in the mind of a drowning man. He had lost everything,
everything, except the sweet, pure woman yonder, who loved him,
understood him, pitied him, and did not tell him so--in order to spare
him! The unreasoned impulse, by virtue of which, in the throes of that
rayless distress, he had asked his only friend to unite their destinies,
was also, to follow out a too exact comparison, like the instinctive
movement with which the drowning man, whirled away by the current,
seizes in a desperate clutch the helping hand extended over the gunwale.
How happy Landri would have been to pass that long afternoon with her,
at her feet, his head on her knees; to feel descend upon him the only
charity that despairing souls welcome--sympathy without words! He had
been mortally afraid that he should himself speak if he stayed; and so
he had gone away to wrestle anew with the painful going and coming of
his thoughts, which tossed him to and fro once more in their resistless
surge. One by one the dying man's words repeated themselves in his mind,
from the sadly affectionate "You have come" of his first greeting, to
the outcries at the end, the imperative "You say that he's my son!"--a
supreme confession of the death-agony, followed by a supreme protest
which corroborated its truth. It proved the intense determination with
which the man had guarded his secret so long as his strength permitted
him to do so.
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