"He can't mean this place," she thought, "for we are alone." Raising
impatient eyes to his, she said, "I am listening. Who is this villain?"
"Your son."
"Say that again, my hearing----" She paused and put her hand behind her
ear, and bent forward her wrinkled neck to catch the words.
"In your presence, mother, I am trying to endure the presence of your
villanous son, my villanous self."
"Sit down, Henry," she said very quietly.
He sat down on a chair a little distance in front of her.
She thought, "His father never told me there was a taint of insanity on
his side of the family, and I know there was none on mine. This is
terrible, but I must keep cool. Perhaps it will pass away. We shall have
the best advice. He looks haggard. The wisest thing is to make little of
what he says." Then she said aloud, "Well, Henry, I suppose you are
going to tell me something else?"
"I am going to tell you, mother, all man durst utter. The unspeakable
must remain unsaid."
He leaned his elbow on a small table, and supported his brow with his
thumb and forefinger, shading his eyes with the fingers and the palm of
the hand.
She sat upright on her chair. It was an easy chair, but she disdained
the support of elbows or back. She thought his words, "The unspeakable
must remain unsaid." "My son! my son! what has turned his poor head?"
Aloud she said, "Tell me all you please, Henry."
"It is so cool and sweet and pure here, mother, in this house of yours,
in your presence; I would give all the world if I might live here."
"Then why not come? That great empty house is too much for you, and you
are growing morbid there. Come here at once, and it will be like old
times to you and me."
"I am not so lonely in that house as you might think," he said, with a
ghastly contraction of the lips and a shudder.
"But you see no one now. You have no company, and even at its best and
brightest it was a dismal old barracks. Suppose, Henry, I live with
you?"
He looked up suddenly, fiercely, and cried in a loud voice:
"No, no; you must not think of that. That is the last thing likely to
happen. How could you think of such a thing?"
His head, his head was clearly gone. Fancy his resisting such an offer
from her in such a passionate, ill-tempered way.
"Then come and live with me; the isolation of that house is preying upon
you."
He had dropped his head once more to its old position.
"I am not so much alone there as you might suppose."
"I thought you saw nobody lately."
"But I am often, when at home now, in the company of Bee in her better
days."
What splendid self-torture this was! To dance thus before his mother on
the brink of a precipice she did not see was exhilarating. It was
almost worth committing a crime to enjoy the contrast between the ideas
these words brought up in his mind and his mother's.
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