"A bad sign," thought the old woman. "A bad sign of reason, when the
mind of a man of his age is always with the past." She said: "I think it
would be much better for you to shut up the Manor and come here. If you
take my advice you would most certainly leave that hateful house. It was
all very well when you were strong and happy to call parts of your house
by horrible names, but when you are ill and weak and nervous you get
superstitious, and full of foolish notions about those very things you
have been playing with."
"Do you know, mother, I would not exchange my Tower of Silence for any
castle in England at this moment; no, not for the fee-simple of
Yorkshire."
The tone, the words, and the awful smile that accompanied them, cowed
the spirit of the woman. "My God!" she thought, "this is worse than
death. His reason is toppling, toppling."
She did not speak, but waited for him to go on.
"But, mother, there is another reason for my not selling the Manor."
"And what is that, Henry?"
"I am thinking of getting married."
"Married! Married!"
"Yes. Am I so old or so feeble that I should not think of marrying
again?" he asked, with a clumsy attempt at a smile as he half uncovered
his pallid face.
"No," she answered slowly.
"Then why are you astonished?"
"I did not say I was astonished."
"No, mother, but you looked astonished; tell me why? Why were you
astonished at the idea of my marrying a second time? Do you know any
_reason_ why I should not?"
This was a fierce pleasure. It was like stirring up a sleeping lion when
there was no chance of escape save through a small door, before reaching
which he might, if he awoke, spring upon you, seize you by the back, and
batter out your brains with one swing against the bars. It was like
mounting a parapet under fire, and standing there thirty seconds, watch
in hand, expecting to be struck, and trying to anticipate where.
"Reason for your not marrying! No, I know nothing to prevent your
marrying."
She did care to excite him in his very critical mental condition by
reference to the little comfort he had derived from his experience of
wedlock.
"Well, mother, it is not only that no cause exists why I should not
marry, but an absolute necessity--a necessity there is no evading,
makes the step inevitable."
He had raised his head from his hand and was looking in her face.
"You have always had good reasons for your acts," she said, humouring
his whim.
"And, moreover, it is imperatively necessary I shall marry one
particular woman, and no other."
"What! in love again already!" exclaimed Mrs. Grey, with a desperate
attempt at archness.
The attempt failed utterly, and her face wore a look of anxiety and
pain. It was now clear her son did not suffer from mere hallucination;
this was a break up of the whole intellect.
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