Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Tony stretched and whimpered, so Angela kissed him, then she sat down
and wrote quite a short little letter: ‘Do come over to lunch the day
after to-morrow and advise me about the garden,’ ran the letter. And it
ended—after one or two casual remarks about gardens—with: ‘Tony says
_please_ come, Stephen!’
CHAPTER 18
1
On a beautiful evening three weeks later, Stephen took Angela over
Morton. They had had tea with Anna and Puddle, and Anna had been coldly
polite to this friend of her daughter’s, but Puddle’s manner had been
rather resentful—she deeply mistrusted Angela Crossby. But now Stephen
was free to show Angela Morton, and this she did gravely, as though
something sacred were involved in this first introduction to her home,
as though Morton itself must feel that the coming of this small,
fair-haired woman was in some way momentous. Very gravely, then, they
went over the house—even into Sir Philip’s old study.
From the house they made their way to the stables, and still grave,
Stephen told her friend about Raftery. Angela listened, assuming an
interest she was very far from feeling—she was timid of horses, but she
liked to hear the girl’s rather gruff voice, such an earnest young
voice, it intrigued her. She was thoroughly frightened when Raftery
sniffed her and then blew through his nostrils as though disapproving,
and she started back with a sharp exclamation, so that Stephen slapped
him on his glossy grey shoulder: ‘Stop it, Raftery, come up!’ And
Raftery, disgusted, went and blew on his oats to express his hurt
feelings.
They left him and wandered away through the gardens, and quite soon poor
Raftery was almost forgotten, for the gardens smelt softly of
night-scented stock and of other pale flowers that smell sweetest at
evening, and Stephen was thinking that Angela Crossby resembled such
flowers—very fragrant and pale she was, so Stephen said to her gently:
‘You seem to belong to Morton.’
Angela smiled a slow, questioning smile: ‘You think so, Stephen?’
And Stephen answered: ‘I do, because Morton and I are one,’ and she
scarcely understood the portent of her words, but Angela, understanding,
spoke quickly:
‘Oh, I belong nowhere—you forget I’m the stranger.’
‘I know that you’re you,’ said Stephen.
They walked on in silence while the light changed and deepened, growing
always more golden and yet more elusive. And the birds, who loved that
strange light, sang singly and then all together: ‘We’re happy,
Stephen!’
And turning to Angela, Stephen answered the birds: ‘Your being here
makes me so happy.’
‘If that’s true, then why are you so shy of my name?’
‘Angela—’ mumbled Stephen.
Then Angela said: ‘It’s just over three weeks since we met—how quickly
our friendship’s happened. I suppose it was meant, I believe in Kismet.
You were awfully scared that first day at The Grange; why were you so
scared?’
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