Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
‘You must have paid a lot for these stockings, they’re hand knitted
silk;’ murmured Mary gravely.
‘I forget what I paid—Puddle got them from England.’
‘Who did she order them from; do you know?’
‘I can’t remember; some woman or other.’
But Mary persisted: ‘I shall want her address.’
Stephen smiled: ‘Why? Are you going to order my stockings?’
‘Darling! Do you think I’ll let you go barefoot? Of course I’m going to
order your stockings.’
Stephen rested her elbow on the mantelpiece and stood gazing at Mary
with her chin on her hand. As she did so she was struck once again by
the look of youth that was characteristic of Mary. She looked much less
than her twenty-two years in her simple dress with its leather belt—she
looked indeed little more than a schoolgirl. And yet there was something
quite new in her face, a soft, wise expression that Stephen had put
there, so that she suddenly felt pitiful to see her so young yet so full
of this wisdom; for sometimes the coming of passion to youth, in spite
of its glory, will be strangely pathetic.
Mary rolled up the stockings with a sigh of regret; alas, they would not
require darning. She was at the stage of being in love when she longed
to do womanly tasks for Stephen. But all Stephen’s clothes were
discouragingly neat; Mary thought that she must be very well served,
which was true—she was served, as are certain men, with a great deal of
nicety and care by the servants.
And now Stephen was filling her cigarette case from the big box that
lived on her dressing table; and now she was strapping on her gold wrist
watch; and now she was brushing some dust from her coat; and now she was
frowning at herself in the glass for a second as she twitched her
immaculate necktie. Mary had seen her do all this before, many times,
but to-day somehow it was different; for to-day they were in their own
home together, so that these little intimate things seemed more dear
than they had done at Orotava. The bedroom could only have belonged to
Stephen; a large, airy room, very simply furnished—white walls, old
oak, and a wide, bricked hearth on which some large, friendly logs were
burning. The bed could only have been Stephen’s bed; it was heavy and
rather austere in pattern. It looked solemn as Mary had seen Stephen
look, and was covered by a bedspread of old blue brocade, otherwise it
remained quite guiltless of trimmings. The chairs could only have been
Stephen’s chairs; a little reserved, not conducive to lounging. The
dressing table could only have been hers, with its tall silver mirror
and ivory brushes. And all these things had drawn into themselves a
species of life derived from their owner, until they seemed to be
thinking of Stephen with a dumbness that made their thoughts more
insistent, and their thoughts gathered strength and mingled with Mary’s
so that she heard herself cry out: ‘Stephen!’ in a voice that was not
very far from tears, because of the joy she felt in that name.
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