Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
‘I was not as they were, ah, no!’ she declared, ‘Nor was I as my father
and mother; I was—I was . . .’ She stopped speaking abruptly, gazing at
Stephen with her burning eyes which said quite plainly: ‘You know what I
was, you understand.’ And Stephen nodded, divining the reason of Wanda’s
exile.
But suddenly Mary began to grow restless, putting an end to this
dissertation by starting the large, new gramophone which Stephen had
given her for Christmas. The gramophone blared out the latest foxtrot,
and jumping up Barbara and Jamie started dancing, while Stephen and
Wanda moved chairs and tables, rolled back rugs and explained to the
barking David that he could not join in, but might, if he chose, sit and
watch them dance from the divan. Then Wanda slipped an arm around Mary
and they glided off, an incongruous couple, the one clad as sombrely as
any priest, the other in her soft evening dress of blue chiffon. Mary
lay gently against Wanda’s arm, and she seemed to Stephen a very perfect
dancer—lighting a cigarette, she watched them. The dance over, Mary put
on a new record; she was flushed and her eyes were considerably
brighter.
‘Why did you never tell me?’ Stephen murmured.
‘Tell you what?’
‘Why, that you danced so well.’
Mary hesitated, then she murmured back: ‘You didn’t dance, so what was
the good?’
‘Wanda, you must teach me to foxtrot,’ smiled Stephen.
Jamie was blundering round the room with Barbara clasped to her untidy
bosom; then she and Barbara started to sing the harmless, but foolish
words of the foxtrot—if the servants were singing their old Breton
hymns along in the kitchen, no one troubled to listen. Growing
hilarious, Jamie sang louder, spinning with Barbara, gyrating wildly,
until Barbara, between laughing and coughing, must implore her to stop,
must beg for mercy.
Wanda said: ‘You might have a lesson now, Stephen.’
Putting her hands on Stephen’s shoulders, she began to explain the more
simple steps, which did not appear at all hard to Stephen. The music
seemed to have got into her feet so that her feet must follow its
rhythm. She discovered to her own very great amazement that she liked
this less formal modern dancing, and after a while she was clasping Mary
quite firmly, and they moved away together while Wanda stood calling out
her instructions:
‘Take much longer steps! Keep your knees straight—straighter! Don’t get
so much to the side—look, it’s this way—hold her this way; always
stand square to your partner.’
The lesson went on for a good two hours, until even Mary seemed somewhat
exhausted. She suddenly rang the bell for Pierre, who appeared with the
tray of simple supper. Then Mary did an unusual thing—she poured
herself out a whiskey and soda.
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