Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Roger was a bully; he bullied his sister, and would dearly have loved to
bully Stephen; but Stephen nonplussed him, her arms were so strong, he
could never wrench Stephen’s arms backwards like Violet’s; he could
never make her cry or show any emotion when he pinched her, or tugged
roughly at her new hair ribbon, and then Stephen would often beat him at
games, a fact which he deeply resented. She could bowl at cricket much
straighter than he could; she climbed trees with astonishing skill and
prowess, and even if she did tear her skirts in the process it was
obviously cheek for a girl to climb at all. Violet never climbed trees;
she stood at the bottom admiring the courage of Roger. He grew to hate
Stephen as a kind of rival, a kind of intruder into his especial
province; he was always longing to take her down a peg, but being
slow-witted he was foolish in his methods—no good daring Stephen, she
responded at once, and usually went one better. As for Stephen, she
loathed him, and her loathing was increased by a most humiliating
consciousness of envy. Yes, despite his shortcomings she envied young
Roger with his thick, clumping boots, his cropped hair and his Etons;
envied his school and his masculine companions of whom he would speak
grandly as: ‘all the other fellows!’; envied his right to climb trees
and play cricket and football—his right to be perfectly natural; above
all she envied his splendid conviction that being a boy constituted a
privilege in life; she could well understand that conviction, but this
only increased her envy.
Stephen found Violet intolerably silly, she cried quite as loudly when
she bumped her own head as when Roger applied his most strenuous
torments. But what irritated Stephen, was the fact that she suspected
that Violet almost enjoyed those torments.
‘He’s so dreadfully strong!’ she had confided in Stephen, with something
like pride in her voice.
Stephen had longed to shake her for that: ‘I can pinch quite as hard as
he can!’ she had threatened, ‘If you think he’s stronger than I am, I’ll
show you!’ At which Violet had rushed away screaming.
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