Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Stephen could hear Violet’s timorous giggle and Roger’s guffaw as they
greeted this sally. She could feel his fat fingers pinching her arm;
pinching cruelly, slyly, as he strutted beside her. Then his whisper:
‘You’re a pig! You eat much more than I do, mother said so to-day, and
boys need more than girls!’ Then Violet: ‘I’m not very fond of plum
cake, it makes me feel sicky—mother says it’s indigestion. I could
never eat big bits of plum cake like Stephen. Nanny says I’m a dainty
feeder.’ Then Stephen herself, saying nothing at all, but glaring
sideways at Roger.
The dog-cart was slowly climbing British Camp, that long, steep hill out
of Little Malvern. The cold air grew colder, but marvellously pure it
was, up there above the valleys. The peak of the Camp stood out clearly
defined by snow that had fallen lightly that morning, and as they
breasted the crest of the hill, the sun shone out on the snow. Away to
the right lay the valley of the Wye, a long, lovely valley of deep blue
shadows; a valley of small homesteads and mothering trees, of soft
undulations and wide, restful spaces leading away to a line of dim
mountains—leading away to the mountains of Wales, that lay just over
the border. And because she loved this kind English valley, Stephen’s
sulky eyes must turn and rest upon it; not all her apprehension and
sense of injustice could take from her eyes the joy of that seeing. She
must gaze and gaze, she must let it possess her, the peace, the wonder
that lay in such beauty; while the unwilling tears welled up under her
lids—she not knowing why they had come there.
And now they were trotting swiftly downhill; the valley had vanished,
but the woods of Eastnor stood naked and lovely, and the forms of their
trees were more perfect than forms that are made with hands—unless with
the hands of God. Stephen’s eyes turned again; she could not stay sulky
for these were the woods where she drove with her father. Twice every
spring they drove up to these woods and through them to the stretching
parkland beyond. There were deer in the park—they would sometimes get
out of the dog-cart so that Stephen could feed the does.
She began to whistle softly through her teeth, an accomplishment in
which she took a great pride. Impossible to go on feeling resentful when
the sun was shining between the bare branches, when the air was as clear
and as bright as crystal, when the cob was literally flying through the
air, taking all Williams’ strength to hold him.
‘Steady boy—steady on! He be feeling the weather—gets into his blood
and makes him that skittish—Now go quiet, you young blight! Just look
at him, will you, he’s got himself all of a lather!’
‘Let me drive,’ pleaded Stephen, ‘Oh, please, _please _Williams!’
But Williams shook his head as he grinned at her broadly: ‘I’ve got old
bones, Miss Stephen, and old bones breaks quick when it’s frosty, so
I’ve heard tell.’
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