Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
They settled down to the meal at last, but Stephen observed that Roger
was watching; every mouthful she ate she could feel him watching, so
that she grew self-conscious. She was hungry, not having eaten much
luncheon, but now she could not enjoy her cake; Roger himself was
stuffing like a grampus, but his eyes never left her face. Then Roger,
the slow-witted in his dealings with Stephen, all but choked in the
throes of a great inspiration.
‘I say, _you_,’ he began, with his mouth very full, ‘what about a
certain young lady out hunting? What about a fat leg on each side of her
horse like a monkey on a stick, and everybody laughing!’
‘They were not!’ exclaimed Stephen, growing suddenly red.
‘Oh, yes, but they were, though!’ mocked Roger.
Now had Stephen been wise she would have let the thing drop, for no fun
is derived from a one-sided contest, but at eight years old one is not
always wise, and moreover her pride had been stung to the quick.
She said: ‘I’d like to see you get the brush; why you can’t stick on
just riding round the paddock! I’ve seen you fall off jumping nothing
but a hurdle; I’d like to see _you_ out hunting!’
Roger swallowed some more cake; there was now no great hurry; he had
thrown his sprat and had landed his mackerel. He had very much feared
that she might not be drawn—it was not always easy to draw Stephen.
‘Well now, listen,’ he drawled, ‘and I’ll tell you something. You
thought they admired you squatting on your pony; you thought you were
being very grand, I’ll bet, with your new riding breeches and your black
velvet cap; you thought they’d suppose that you looked like a boy, just
because you were trying to be one. As a matter of fact, if you really
want to know, they were busting their sides; why, my father said so. He
was laughing all the time at your looking so funny on that rotten old
pony that’s as fat as a porpoise. Why, he only gave you the brush for
fun, because you were such a small kid—he said so. He said: “I gave
Stephen Gordon the brush because I thought she might cry if I didn’t.”’
‘You’re a liar,’ breathed Stephen, who had turned very pale.
‘Oh, am I? Well, you ask father.’
‘Do stop—’ whimpered Violet, beginning to cry; ‘you’re horrid, you’re
spoiling my party.’
But Roger was launched on his first perfect triumph; he had seen the
expression in Stephen’s eyes: ‘And my mother said,’ he continued more
loudly, ‘that your mother must be funny to allow you to do it; she said
it was horrid to let girls ride that way; she said she was awfully
surprised at your mother; she said that she’d have thought that your
mother had more sense; she said that it wasn’t modest; she said—’
Stephen had suddenly sprung to her feet: ‘How dare you! How dare you—my
mother!’ she spluttered. And now she was almost beside herself with
rage, conscious only of one overwhelming impulse, and that to belabour
Roger.
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