Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
A plate crashed to the ground and Violet screamed faintly. Roger, in his
turn, had pushed back his chair; his round eyes were staring and rather
frightened; he had never seen Stephen quite like this before. She was
actually rolling up the sleeves of her smock.
‘You cad!’ she shouted, ‘I’ll fight you for this!’ And she doubled up
her fist and shook it at Roger while he edged away from the table.
She stood there an enraged and ridiculous figure in her Liberty smock,
with her hard, boyish forearms. Her long hair had partly escaped from
its ribbon, and the bow sagged down limply, crooked and foolish. All
that was heavy in her face sprang into view, the strong line of the jaw,
the square, massive brow, the eyebrows, too thick and too wide for
beauty. And yet there was a kind of large splendour about her—absurd
though she was, she was splendid at that moment—grotesque and splendid,
like some primitive thing conceived in a turbulent age of transition.
‘Are you going to fight me, you coward?’ she demanded, as she stepped
round the table and faced her tormentor.
But Roger thrust his hands deep into his pockets: ‘I don’t fight with
girls!’ he remarked very grandly. Then he sauntered out of the
schoolroom.
Stephen’s own hands fell and hung at her sides; her head drooped, and
she stood staring down at the carpet. The whole of her suddenly drooped
and looked helpless, as she stood staring down at the carpet.
‘How could you!’ began Violet, who was plucking up courage. ‘Little
girls don’t have fights—I don’t, I’d be frightened—’
But Stephen cut her short: ‘I’m going,’ she said thickly; ‘I’m going
home to my father.’
She went heavily downstairs and out into the lobby, where she put on her
hat and coat; then she made her way round the house to the stables, in
search of old Williams and the dog-cart.
4
‘You’re home very early, Stephen,’ said Anna, but Sir Philip was staring
at his daughter’s face.
‘What’s the matter?’ he inquired, and his voice sounded anxious. ‘Come
here and tell me about it.’
Then Stephen quite suddenly burst into tears, and she wept and she wept
as she stood there before them, and she poured out her shame and
humiliation, telling all that Roger had said about her mother, telling
all that she, Stephen, would have done to defend her, had it not been
that Roger would not fight with a girl. She wept and she wept without
any restraint, scarcely knowing what she said—at that moment not
caring. And Sir Philip listened with his head on his hand, and Anna
listened bewildered and dumbfounded. She tried to kiss Stephen, to hold
her to her, but Stephen, still sobbing, pushed her away; in this orgy of
grief she resented consolation, so that in the end Anna took her to the
nursery and delivered her over to the care of Mrs. Bingham, feeling that
the child did not want her.
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