Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
‘—Mon cœur? Dit Henri en déboutonnant son habit et en ouvrant sa
chemise. Mais comment faire? il me faudrait un couteau.’ At which
Stephen would giggle.
One day she had added a comment of her own in the margin: ‘Little beast,
he was only shamming!’ and Mademoiselle, coming on this unawares, had
been caught in the act of laughing by her pupil. After which there was
naturally less discipline than ever in the schoolroom, but considerably
more friendship.
However, Anna seemed quite contented, since Stephen was becoming so
proficient in French; and observing that his wife looked less anxious
these days, Sir Philip said nothing, biding his time. This frank, jaunty
slacking on the part of his daughter should be checked later on, he
decided. Meanwhile, Stephen grew fond of the mild-faced Frenchwoman, who
in her turn adored the unusual child. She would often confide her
troubles to Stephen, those family troubles in which governesses
abound—her Maman was old and delicate and needy; her sister had a
wicked and spendthrift husband, and now her sister must make little bags
for the grand shops in Paris that paid very badly, her sister was
gradually losing her eyesight through making those little bead bags for
the shops that cared nothing, and paid very badly. Mademoiselle sent
Maman a part of her earnings, and sometimes, of course, she must help
her sister. Her Maman must have her chicken on Sundays: ‘Bon Dieu, il
faut vivre—il faut manger, au moins—’ And afterwards that chicken came
in very nicely for Petite Marmite, which was made from his carcass and a
few leaves of cabbage—Maman loved Petite Marmite, the warmth of it
eased her old gums.
Stephen would listen to these long dissertations with patience and with
apparent understanding. She would nod her head wisely: ‘Mais c’est dur,’
she would comment, ‘c’est terriblement dur, la vie!’
But she never confided her own special troubles, and Mademoiselle Duphot
sometimes wondered about her: ‘Est-elle heureuse, cet étrange petit
être?’ she would wonder. ‘Sera-t-elle heureuse plus tard? Qui sait!’
2
Idleness and peace had reigned in the schoolroom for more than two
years, when ex-Sergeant Smylie sailed over the horizon and proceeded to
announce that he taught gymnastics and fencing. From that moment peace
ceased to reign in the schoolroom, or indeed anywhere in the house for
that matter. In vain did Mademoiselle Duphot protest that gymnastics and
fencing thickened the ankles, in vain did Anna express disapproval,
Stephen merely ignored them and consulted her father.
‘I want to go in for Sandowing,’ she informed him, as though they were
discussing a career.
He laughed: ‘Sandowing? Well, and how will you start it?’
Then Stephen explained about ex-Sergeant Smylie.
‘I see,’ nodded Sir Philip, ‘you want to learn fencing.’
‘And how to lift weights with my stomach,’ she said quickly.
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