Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
There she would sit like a woebegone child, and Puddle would think how
childish she seemed in this her first encounter with grief, and would
marvel because of the physical strength of the creature, that went so
ill with those tears. And because her own tears were vexing her eyes she
must often speak rather sharply to Stephen. Then Stephen would go off
and swing her large dumb-bells, seeking the relief of bodily movement,
seeking to wear out her muscular body because her mind was worn out by
sorrow.
August came and Williams got the hunters in from grass. Stephen would
sometimes get up very early and help with the exercising of the horses,
but in spite of this the old man’s heart misgave him, she seemed
strangely averse to discussing the hunting.
He would think: ‘Maybe it’s ’er father’s death, but the instinct be
pretty strong in ’er blood, she’ll be all right after ’er’s ’ad ’er
first gallop.’ And perhaps he might craftily point to Raftery. ‘Look,
Miss Stephen, did ever you see such quarters? ’E’s a mighty fine doer,
keeps ’imself fit on grass! I do believe as ’e does it on purpose; I
believe ’e’s afraid ’e’ll miss a day’s huntin’.’
But the autumn slipped by and the winter was passing. Hounds met at the
very gates of Morton, yet Stephen forbore to send those orders to the
stables for which Williams was anxiously waiting. Then one morning in
March he could bear it no longer, and he suddenly started reproaching
Stephen: ‘Yer lettin’ my ’orses go stale in their boxes. It’s a scandal,
Miss Stephen, and you such a rider, and our stables the finest bar none
in the county, and yer father so almighty proud of yer ridin’!’ And then:
‘Miss Stephen—yer’ll not give it up? Won’t yer’ hunt Raftery day after
to-morrow? The ’ounds is meetin’ quite near by Upton—Miss Stephen, say
yer won’t give it all up!’
There were actually tears in his worried old eyes, and so to console him
she answered briefly: ‘Very well then, I’ll hunt the day after
to-morrow.’ But for some strange reason that she did not understand,
this prospect had quite ceased to give her pleasure.
2
On a morning of high scudding clouds and sunshine, Stephen rode Raftery
into Upton, then over the bridge that spans the river Severn, and on to
the Meet at a neighbouring village. Behind her came jogging her second
horseman on one of Sir Philip’s favourite youngsters, a raw-boned,
upstanding, impetuous chestnut, now all eyes and ears for what might be
coming; but beside her rode only memory and heart-ache. Yet from time to
time she turned her head quickly as though some one must surely be there
at her side.
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