Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Yes,” he said, “he’s only been here about two years. Felt himself
beginning to break up then, I think. He’d been a long time abroad; they
always called him Frenchy.” The doctor sipped and reflected, and sipped
again, “Ay—he’d run the rig in his day—used to dream dreadfully. Good
thing the old woman was so deaf. Awful, when a man gives himself away
in his sleep; played the deuce with him, knowing it.” Sip, sip, sip—and
more reflections—and another glass to be mixed.
“But he was a jolly decent fellow—generous, open-handed. The folks
didn’t like him, because they couldn’t get to the bottom of him; they
always hate a thing they can’t fathom. He was close, there’s no
mistake—save when he was asleep sometimes.” The doctor looked at his
glass and sighed.
“However—we shall miss him—shan’t we, Mrs. May?” he bawled suddenly,
startling us, making us glance at the bed.
He lit his pipe and puffed voluminously in order to obscure the
attraction of his glass. Meanwhile we examined the papers. There were
very few letters—one or two addressed to Paris. There were many bills,
and receipts, and notes—business, all business.
There was hardly a trace of sentiment among all the litter. My mother
sorted out such papers as she considered valuable; the others, letters
and missives which she glanced at cursorily and put aside, she took
into the kitchen and burned. She seemed afraid to find out too much.
The doctor continued to colour his tobacco smoke with a few pensive
words.
“Ay,” he said, “there are two ways. You can burn your lamp with a big
draught, and it’ll flare away, till the oil’s gone, then it’ll stink
and smoke itself out. Or you can keep it trim on the kitchen table,
dirty your fingers occasionally trimming it up, and it’ll last a long
time, and sink out mildly.” Here he turned to his glass, and finding it
empty, was awakened to reality.
“Anything I can do, Madam?” he asked.
“No, thank you.”
“Ay, I don’t suppose there’s much to settle. Nor many tears to
shed—when a fellow spends his years an’ his prime on the Lord knows
who, you can’t expect those that remember him young to feel his loss
too keenly. He’d had his fling in his day, though, ma’am. Ay—must ha’
had some rich times. No lasting satisfaction in it though—always
wanting, craving. There’s nothing like marrying—you’ve got your dish
before you then, and you’ve got to eat it.” He lapsed again into
reflection, from which he did not rouse till we had locked up the desk,
burned the useless papers, put the others into my pockets and the black
bag, and were standing ready to depart. Then the doctor looked up
suddenly and said:
“But what about the funeral?”
Then he noticed the weariness of my mother’s look, and he jumped up,
and quickly seized his hat, saying:
“Come across to my wife and have a cup of tea. Buried in these dam
holes a fellow gets such a boor. Do come—my little wife is lonely—come
just to see her.”
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