Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
My mother smiled and thanked him. We turned to go. My mother hesitated
in her walk; on the threshold of the room she glanced round at the bed,
but she went on.
Outside, in the fresh air of the fading afternoon, I could not believe
it was true. It was not true, that sad, colourless face with grey
beard, wavering in the yellow candle-light. It was a lie,—that wooden
bedstead, that deaf woman, they were fading phrases of the untruth.
That yellow blaze of little sunflowers was true, and the shadow from
the sun-dial on the warm old almshouses—that was real. The heavy
afternoon sunlight came round us warm and reviving; we shivered, and
the untruth went out of our veins, and we were no longer chilled.
The doctor’s house stood sweetly among the beech trees, and at the iron
fence in front of the little lawn a woman was talking to a beautiful
Jersey cow that pushed its dark nose through the fence from the field
beyond. She was a little, dark woman with vivid colouring; she rubbed
the nose of the delicate animal, peeped right into the dark eyes, and
talked in a lovable Scottish speech; talked as a mother talks softly to
her child.
When she turned round in surprise to greet us there was still the
softness of a rich affection in her eyes. She gave us tea, and scones,
and apply jelly, and all the time we listened with delight to her
voice, which was musical as bees humming in the lime trees. Though she
said nothing significant we listened to her attentively.
Her husband was merry and kind. She glanced at him with quick glances
of apprehension, and her eyes avoided him. He, in his merry, frank way,
chaffed her, and praised her extravagantly, and teased her again. Then
he became a trifle uneasy. I think she was afraid he had been drinking;
I think she was shaken with horror when she found him tipsy, and
bewildered and terrified when she saw him drunk. They had no children.
I noticed he ceased to joke when she became a little constrained. He
glanced at her often, and looked somewhat pitiful when she avoided his
looks, and he grew uneasy, and I could see he wanted to go away.
“I had better go with you to see the vicar, then,” he said to me, and
we left the room, whose windows looked south, over the meadows, the
room where dainty little water-colours, and beautiful bits of
embroidery, and empty flower vases, and two dirty novels from the town
library, and the closed piano, and the odd cups, and the chipped spout
of the teapot causing stains on the cloth—all told one story.
We went to the joiner’s and ordered the coffin, and the doctor had a
glass of whisky on it; the graveyard fees were paid, and the doctor
sealed the engagement with a drop of brandy; the vicar’s port completed
the doctor’s joviality, and we went home.
This time the disquiet in the little woman’s dark eyes could not dispel
the doctor’s merriment. He rattled away, and she nervously twisted her
wedding ring. He insisted on driving us to the station, in spite of our
alarm.
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