The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
Before going home he went hastily round to see various people, from
whom he hoped to borrow the necessary money. From his great-uncle
Stephen Roquevillard, an original old fellow who passed for a
miser, from his Aunt Teresa, pious and charitable, he secured some
loans, about a thousand francs, besides five hundred from his
sister Mrs. Marcellaz, as well as from his future brother-in-law
Raymond Bercy. He had to concoct some story about debts contracted
during his student days in Paris. It was a ruse that caused him
some humiliation--a sacrifice which he offered to his love, but
without deriving much comfort from it. He did not stop to think,
moreover, that all the strangers to whom he had applied had refused
him, while his family, whether with tenderness or crustiness,
had hastened to help him in his imaginary plight.
At six o’clock he returned to Frasne’s offices, just as the clerks were
closing up.
“I’ve a letter or two to write,” he said. “I’ll lock up.”
He did write, as a matter of fact, to the most influential of his
acquaintances, asking that some lucrative place in Paris might be
gotten for him as promptly as possible. Having taken prizes in all his
courses, he counted on the recommendations of his old law professors to
help him. He was not easily dashed by the difficulties of existence,
and had no doubt of his ability to surmount them easily. Where should
the answers to his letters be sent?
He hesitated, then wrote down: _Milan, post restante_.
By these preparations, which kept his mind occupied, he succeeded in
obscuring his regret at parting. It came over him again, however, sharp
and poignant, when he crossed the threshold of his father’s house for
the last time. He slipped in furtively and was at once noticed, but
shut himself up in his room. Margaret came to look for him there at
dinner time, and found him with his head in his hands beneath the lamp,
so absorbed that he did not hear her knock.
“Maurice,” she asked, “what’s troubling you?”
“Nothing.”
“I’m your little sister, and you’re not willing to tell me your
worries. Who knows if I might not be of some use to you?”
To account for his air of worry, which he could not deny, he fell
back again on his pretended need of money, the story that he had just
been telling in various forms. The girl stopped him at once.
“Wait a moment,” she said.
She disappeared, and came back a little later triumphantly, placing in
front of him a fine blue bill for one thousand francs.
“Is that enough? Father gave me three of them for my trousseau, and
luckily this one’s left.”
“You are mad, Margaret. I don’t want it.”
“Yes, yes, take it. I shall be so glad. A few bits of linen more or
less will scarcely make me feel poor.”
She laughed, and he, his nerves all strung, felt the tears gather at
the edge of his eyes. By a great effort he succeeded in controlling
himself, and rested content with drawing the girl to his heart--a heart
which, after all, did not belong entirely to Mrs. Frasne.
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