The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
“Love me always,” he murmured, “whatever happens.”
She raised her eyes to his inquiringly, but was too generous to demand
a secret in exchange for what she had done. Only, as she went with him
to the dining-room, she let these words slip out quietly, like a prayer:
“Be nice to father, and I shall love you still more.”
Dinner passed without incident, thanks to the presence of Raymond
Bercy, which made the meeting of father and son less trying. In the
evening Maurice withdrew at an early hour, making the excuse of a
headache. He went to his mother’s room, where she lay in bed still
suffering. In his soul’s anguish he embraced the invalid in the
darkness. She knew him by his kiss, and feebly called him by his name,
patting his face with her hands. He stifled a sob and went out. Love
condemned him to such cruelties.
He packed his valise lightly, so that he might carry it himself to
the station, and put all the money he had in a pocket-book. With the
loans he had raised that night, and Margaret’s, it made altogether a
little more than five thousand francs, a total which seemed to him in
his inexperience an important sum of money. Next he packed up the few
pieces of jewelry that belonged to him and might be turned to account,
and then, his toilette for the execution made, sat down and waited like
a criminal condemned to death for the hour that should deliver him to
his beloved. His reason, his infallible reason, sustained him in his
resolve, represented to him the beauty of living his life freely and in
his own way, rather than taking his place as the last of his class in
the uninterrupted line of the Roquevillards.
... Reassured by Maurice’s attitude, and by a half confidence on the
part of Margaret, Mr. Roquevillard went to bed and asleep without any
immediate concern, deciding first, however, that he would send his son
away from Chambéry. He would write to an old friend that he had done
various good turns for at one time and another, who had knocked about the
world a good deal and squandered his inheritance, but who was now
settled in Tunis as a lawyer, and had prospered there. He had lately
expressed in his letters a desire to retire from practice, or at least
to take in an assistant. At twenty-four such a voyage, such a life,
with all its novelty, might mean forgetfulness, salvation, for Maurice.
In the night he thought he heard a door open and shut, but silence
descending on the house again, he fancied he must have been mistaken,
and tried to get to sleep once more. After a rather long struggle, he
lighted a match, and looked at his watch, which showed half an hour
past midnight. He rose and left his room. At the end of the hall a ray
of light appeared beneath Maurice’s door. He went up to it, listened,
and hearing no sound, he knocked. There was no response, and after some
hesitation he went in.
“He must have forgotten to put out his lamp,” he tried to persuade
himself, anxiety already beginning to torment him.
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