The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
By the affected air of the maid who opened the door he knew immediately
that something had happened or was happening in the house. He was
a man going on toward fifty, rather well preserved, correct, cold
and distinguished looking at first sight, but with thick lips, and
especially a pair of pop-eyes, half concealed behind his glasses, that
sooner or later gave one an impression of distrust.
“Everything all right?” he asked, in spite of his troublesome
presentiment. “And madame?”
The servant threw a barely perceptible mocking note into her answer:
“Madame left last night for Italy, with her trunks.”
“For Italy?”
“Yes, sir.”
“At what hour?”
“At midnight.”
“Without any explanation?”
“Madame told me as she was leaving that you had been informed.”
“That’s true,” replied Mr. Frasne, with some presence of mind. “Bring
me my breakfast to my study.”
And without any further show of surprise he entered his private room,
which adjoined his offices. What use was there in putting any further
questions to this girl, who was ill-disposed and plainly not very well
informed? The unexpected news shot at him point blank had not yet hurt
him. His only sensations were those of astonishment. A wound, even a
mortal one, cannot at first be distinguished from a simple shock. It
takes some time before suffering sets in.
His glance was sharpened and his nerves were taut when he caught sight
of a letter lying on the table, sealed and placed almost aggressively
within view. He took it in his hands, but without opening it, trying
to guess its contents. There would doubtless be some explanation of
this departure--carelessness, bravado, or indiscretion, who could
tell? After nine years of marriage he was so little sure of his wife
that all these conjectures seemed equally likely. Should he look for
a companion in his wife’s flight, or would it be just the caprice of
a neurasthenic, who would ere long come back to the fold? The name of
Maurice Roquevillard did not enter his mind. Mrs. Frasne sought for men’s
attentions, and amused herself with them: every one paid harmless
court to her. He could not take seriously the banal friendship that
she had shown for his clerk, even though he had been warned in some
anonymous letters that the town was already preoccupied with it. He
showed the rather general disdain of mature men for young people, with
their propensity to take time for an ally and content them selves with
hope. In proportion as a man loses his youth, it is always his own age
or an age approaching it that he attributes to seducers. Sentiment in
youth’s eyes goes for nothing unless it leads to some developments, and
he knew how many adulterous thoughts are prevented by moral conditions
in the country from going further. And, besides, how could he admit
so unreasonable a hypothesis as her voluntarily renouncing a place so
comfortable and untroubled? He did not understand it at all, but he
found himself in the presence of a fact, and he attached importance
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